Dirty Paws

Sam's Pov- Chapter Seven

Even while I tried to sleep my wolf searched for William. And what my wolf wants, she will always get. It was like I could feel her sense of need to have William Wolf with her. She missed his wolf, and they hasn't been together for all that long of a time.

It made me scared, and worried. It's never been this way with anyone before. My stomach twists, and my heart pounds rapidly. I can't, I can't let myself fall for someone so perfectly.

But, my Wolf believes in his Wolf. She fell for him, and let me fall with her. Slowly, and very surely. I've fallen so endlessly for William, I can't even think straight.

Part of me wants to push him away, and run. Just, run so far far away. Out run him, and never see him again. Tear my heart and my wolf to pieces. But, then, my heart shatters inside my chest. My breath begins to shorten, and I can't think straight.

It's like watching pieces of your true self break apart, and drift down a river. It's like, reaching out for something you know you'll never reach. It's like you watch someone you love, die. Doing something you can't control, deciding something that Destiny already chose for you.

Sighing, I found myself some how back into my actual room. I just laid down in the covers, crawling myself into them. I curled onto my side, and fell instantly asleep. The darkness instantly comforting me.

Fast asleep, until a steady tapping started to wake me up from my darkness. Groaning and growling, I hoped whoever or whatever that was tapping at my window would leave me alone. And very quickly. But, the tapping went on for the another twenty minutes. Growing increasingly annoyed, and highly pissed off I picked my head up.

I found the eyes of a deep and beautiful meadow. Eyes with a deep ember swirling around the pupil. Hardening with anger, but softening when they met my eyes. Almost smiling, I stopped myself and growled.

Will hung from the tree outside my window, waving for me to open the window. Growling at him, and pulling back my lips to show my long canine teeth I got out of bed.

"I hate you," I groaned. Shifting to a human again, I walked to the window. Pulling it up and pushing back away from it, I left Will hanging outside.

"I'm sorry, I just.. I had to see you. Your wolf was calling out to me, and I... I... had to answer. I've been worried sick about you, especially since I woke up to your emotions.." Will confessed to me. Will's eyes roomed over through my room. The scarlet red walls and white everything else. My computer desk, chair and whatever else that was laying around my room.

"Do you normally charm your girls with the creep tapping of their damn windows while they try to sleep?" I groaned, turning away from him. "Or, how about standing at their windows, watching as they slept?" I smirked, rolling my eyes.

Walking to my bed, I crawled back under the covers. Enjoying the cool sheets under my bed, and the nice breeze from the window. I sat up against the head board, and watched William crawl into my window.

"Because it wasn't very necessary to have done it done to me. I was, yah know, asleep and all. I do need my beauty sleep." I joked, very dryly.

"You have always been beautiful. Whether you are covered in dirt or even newly showered. If you've slept all nine hours or haven't slept in days. Don't ever think differently." Will said, not skipping a beat. Except, my heart did. And my wolf was spinning around and purring with pride and joy.

"I just want to sleep." I groaned, slipping under the covers and covering my face.

The bed dipped a bit under new weight and something large and very comfortingly warm curled up next to me. Pulling away the blanket from my face, I looked up into William's green eyes. My stomach doing somersaults, and angry hornets stung at my stomach lining.

"Then we will talk later," Will said, kissing my forehead. "I promised you I would always find a way to lay with you." William whispered to me, smiling sleep claimed me as theirs all too quickly. I hadn't even given Will a fight on his cuddling with me.