A Blue Neighbourhood ••Tronnor

THE QUIET

A/N: So I got this idea of perspective to write in and I just wanted to try it so yeah. So this is an AU of Tronnor in a really bad place of their relationship (just to clarify; this has not happened in real life)
Warnings: go ahead and cry your eyes out or something

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-Troye's Diary

Dear Diary,
He hit me today.

I never once in my life thought that this day would come.

He hit me. Connor hit me today.

As you know there's been a lot of fighting lately, but nothing physical. Ever.

This morning our fighting got really bad, he accused me for have been sleeping around. Which I have not! I would never hurt him like that!

I tried to tell him I hadn't, that he was crazy for thinking I could do anything like that. And then I tried to kiss him.

But he hit me. He hit me as fast as I came close to him. Right over my jaw.

I left our apartment. Now I'm staying at a hotel. I have nearly nothing with me, all my stuff is at home. But I'm too afraid to go back there. I'm afraid of my own boyfriend, do you get how sick that sounds?

We haven't talked since. I called him once, he didn't answer. And he called me three times, but I don't dare answering the phone.

I know he is wrong, but he's so sure he's right about me have been sleeping with other people. You should have seen his face when he said it. He was so filled with anger.

And he hit me, and now I'm in a hotel room because I'm too scared to go home.

It's so quiet here. I really miss the sound of his voice.

I miss him. And I know I shouldn't. But I know he doesn't mean it.

I'm gonna go home tomorrow. I can't have this silence fucking me up anymore than it's already done. And I'd rather get hit by him than be without him.

Wish me luck

Xx Troye