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A/N: So I'm gonna try and write this oneshot a little different than others, just 'cause I feel like it. Not sure if I'm happy with the result of this one but I wanted to make it different and I hope you guys can stand it.
Remember this is an AU they don't smoke in real life for what I know
Punk cutesy warning? Hahah

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-Connor

Poem about Troye

You and me,
in a hotel room

We don't need nothing but each other
and the music that plays quietly

You were spinning around in the dim light,
and as I watched you my pencil drew these words

Troye you were so beautiful,
a cigarette between your lips and one between mine

Troye this smoke is killing me, and I've told you a hundred times
But you shake your head and laugh, and I'd happily get poisoned by you

Darling, I heard your laugh, I saw your smile, I'm not blind
I know it's all a show, I know you're not really happy

I thought I knew how you felt, I thought I felt it too
But when your body is next to mine I feel we're not the same

Baby, you're not the one for me
But I bet we can make it work anyways

Maybe I should stop try to fall in love?
Maybe I should keep pretending?

I don't want to hurt you baby,
I want us to keep each other company

And I love you, but at the same time I don't.

When your body is next to mine,
or when I see your smile,
I could never leave you

God, why is love so complicated?

We are both lost in each other and in ourselves,
but let's try and keep it cool and pretend like everything's normal.

We'll let them stare, we'll make them think it's real
when what we are is actually nothing more than a Hollywood love affair

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