I Could Be Perfect, But Nobody Is

Life

Cake: So I have good news, and bad news. Which one do you want first?

I usually go with the bad news first, but today I decided to let the good out weigh the bad.

Me: Give me the good news.

Cake: Okay. Good news, you and Kaamil were nominated to be King and Queen.

Me: Really. That is great... Awesome! Wait, what's the bad news.

Cake: Bad news, Brie claims she had sex with Chad.

Okay so Brie is the school whore. She has literally fucked the whole basketball, football, soccer and debate team. Chad is my so called boyfriend. We started dating like 2 days ago.

I have to admit, I'm known for having a boyfriend for a short period of time. I get irritable really fast, and I can be a bitch. I tend to let my emotions or thought get the best of me. My longest relationship has to be 4 1/2 days.

After my first boyfriend Lance, who I dated for 9 months and let take my virginity the 10th, just to find out he cheated on me the same day.

That day when I was 16, I had to get out of my pretty girl bag. I beat her ass just for the fact that I considered her a friend, and she knew about us. Kaamil had to beat Lance ass just because he was disrespectful and unloyal.

After him, I became cold hearted. I don't know any body wont cheat.

One thing I can say for sure, Kaamil & I get very offensive over each other. I mean that's my only sibling and I love him sooo much.

Me: Ill handle it.

The bell rung third period. I walked to my locket just to roam the halls.

Some people: Hey Kay.

Me: Wsup y'all.

I got to my locker and opened it. Chad came and closed my locker.

Chad: Hey beautiful.

He tried to hug me, I pushed him out the way.

Me: Hi.

Chad: What up wit you.

Me: So you had fun?

Chad: When?

Me: Oh I don't, when you were fucking Brie!

Chad: What are you talking about?

I gave him the look, he got quiet.

Me: I thought so. Everyone knows so you cant play dumb. I'm done. Lose my number, Fuck your life!

I said I could be a bitch some times. I feel like if felt fucked over for any reason for a first time, I don't like that feeling so I don't give second chances to be hurt. Is it just me? I love my life too much! Seriously.

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I'm glad schoschdone for today, abd today is Friday. When I got home I told mom about King and Queen. Shes having gifts sent to every student to encourage them to vote for us. Expensive gifts!

After talking to my mom, I was in the spirit of shopping. Kaamil was somewhere with Shear, Cake was helping out with charity's. Those are the only two people I shop with so I'm riding Solo.