I Could Be Perfect, But Nobody Is

A New Thing

Yesterday was a long day, I met a new person and we texted last night and we had a good talk.

We actually are going to breakfast this morning so I am about to get out of bed and get dressed and ready for the day.

So I got in the shower and I washed my hair and then I got out and dry off. I let my hair air dry so I can get my natural curls. I dropped my body, then I put on a new bra and panty set from Victoria Secret.

Once again you find me at my closet, like I said before this is a very serious moment, and it has to be a lot of thought into what I'm actually going to put on.

I finally decided on a black fashion elegant round neck, short sleeve black splicing Chiffon and lace dress with a gold belt. I must say my mom bought me that just about a year ago, and I haven't wore it once, but if you look at the price take I shoulda wore it millions of times.

I put on some Jeffrey Cambell gold spiked lita boot. I put on a gold choker necklace, some gold earrings and bracelets. I put on gold eyeliner. I put on some Victora Secret lip gloss and perfume.

My curls in my hair were perfect. I took a picture. Then I posted it on instagram: @Meel_ions Ha Ha ; )Break fast Date.

I put my gold case on my phone and grabbed my back Gucci bag, with a gold chain.

I went downstairs, and took a picture of me in the biggest mirror, it covers a whole one of our living room walls.

Kaamil was sitting on the couch, eating popcorn, watching our favorite movie Love & Basketball. I sat down next to my brother, grabbed some of his popcorn and I ate it. Then I noticed that the movie was on my favorite part.

Milli: Did, this talk favorite part.

Me: I know, this when they show they baby. She is so pretty.

Milli: Yea. But where you going so early.

Me: Bro, is really like 11 something is not even that early. But if you have to know I am going on a breakfast date.

Milli: Whatever, just be safe.

Me: I will.

I rub my brother hair, then I kissed his cheek. I got my keys and my phone and I walked out the door. I decided to drivr my baby today because I didn't feel like calling for a car, or I didn't feel like waiting. So I decided to drive my own car.

We were having breakfast at IHOP, which is my favorite breakfast place. I like the all you can eat pancakes, even though I don't really like pancakes.

Ihop is about 30 minutes away from my house plus I gotta get on the expressway. So I turn my music up real loud & I put on my favorite song. Tapout by Rich gang my favorite song I love it so much, Lil Wayne's verse is my ringtone.

I was cruising, wasn't trying to get to iHop to fast. To be honest I was actually kinda nervous. This is sorta kinda like the first time that I went on a date which kinda different and I have to get used to it. But I'm going to hope for the best and I'm going to try to be open and cordial.

Our date was set for 1230 p.m.. I got to IHOP around 1245. I know its not professional to be late but in this matter is not a professional matter.

So I feel like I was being fashionably late because you know I am pretty and I am perfect he has to know that he has to be accustomed to what I'm accustomed to.

Which is perfection!

This is a new thing for me. A new thing. A new thing!

I lift my head up and I walked into Ihop with all of the courage I had me. I was excited and I was nervous but I destined not to let him see that.