the nanny stripper | j.b.

nueve

tabitha

"i'm so tired babe." i was playing with daniel's hands as he complained like an old grumpy man. "then sleep baby." i kissed his forehead.

daniel and i fixed everything which i was grateful for. he goes back to new york in 3 days, which i was really upset about, since i wouldn't be seeing him in like 3 weeks.

he had to go back and pack his stuff. he found an apartment a few blocks from where we live.

"i'm going to go get ready for work." i told him as he sighted.

i went into the shower and came out, wearing my rob and a towel on my head, holding my wet hair up.

daniel was laying down watching tv,"tabby, we should go to the movies tomorrow." i went over to my closet and changed into joggers and a plain shirt.

"when baby?" i asked again, because i didn't hear the first time.

i applied a little bit of make up.

"tomorrow, you don't work tomorrow so we can go around 4?" i shrugged my shoulders.

"i'll have to check in with pattie, most likely yes because she's giving me the day off tomorrow." i turned my blow dryer on as i turned on my curling wand.

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"you're really good at dancing you know?" some random customer said as he began kissing down my neck. his hands trailed down and stopped at my waist.

he was about to pull my skirt down when i stopped him as he rolled his eyes.

"why'd you stop, you're not suppose to." then i said the same excuse i would always say.

"you have to slow down, next time will be much more fun." i kissed back roughly as he winked. "i love the way you think beautiful, till next time." he gave me a $100 dollar bill as i smiled.

he left the room as i slipped on my heels and exited and went into the girls room, where meredith was standing, changing into her regular clothes.

i began to count all the tips,"how much you made today tabby?" she asked as i set 8 one hundred dollar bills on the table.

"$800 dollars." i said, plainly.

"damn girl, you must be good." she laughed as i did the same. i began to change into my regular clothes.

my phone read 1:33 am. i grabbed my bag and shoved my money inside.

"i'll see you till saturday, drive home safe." meredith said as i smiled and waved goodbye.

once i got into the car i revived a phone call from justin.

"hello?" i asked.

"is this tabitha?" a strange deep voice asked.

"ye-yes." my hands began to shake.

"who is this?" i asked, still shaking.

"this is ryan, justin's best friend. i came over to his house and i found him surrounded by bottles of beer, he kept saying your name so i went through his phone, and called you." i sighted in relief, knowing that justin wasn't kidnapped.

i cleared my through and started the car,"okay, umm i am on my way." then the line went dead.

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"he's in the shower right now, but he was a mess. i have never seen him like this before." ryan was tall, skinny but buff, with blonde hair. you could see in his blue crystal eyes that he was worried about justin.

my phone kept buzzing, and it was daniel. he was probably worried about me and why i wasn't home.

"okay, well i can stay here. you can go home if you'd like?" i asked as he shook his head.

"yeah, okay. just please call me if anything." i handed him my phone as he typed in his number.

"thank you for calling me." he smiled and then left.

i closed the door and made sure it was locked.

"hello?" i answered daniel.

"what the fuck tabitha. i have been calling you, i though you were kidnapped!" daniel yelled, you could hear anger in his voice.

"sorry baby, i just got a call from one of justin's friends and he wa-" he cut me off.

"are you serious? do you like him or something?! i want you home now!" i sighted and that's when i lost it.

"you know what daniel, fuck you. you're such a prick! you only care about your damn self, justin is my friend and i want to fucking help him! your bitch ass doesn't let me do anything, for starters your not my mom or dad to be telling me who i can't and can talk to. you're my boyfriend and that's it, actually no. you aren't my boyfriend, this is over. i want you to leave from mine and zariah's apartment." i ended the call as tears began to run down my cheeks.

tears were coming down like crazy, i felt my make up smear.

"tab-tabitha?" justin's soft voice asked. my knees were brought up to my chest and my face was covered with my pale hands.

i looked up to see a shirtless justin in basketball shorts. his eyes were puffy, i couldn't help but stare at his tattoos.

"so-sorry, are you okay?" i asked running my eyes, looking down at my hand to see make up.

"more like are you okay?" he asked and came over to where i was. he looked at me in the eyes as they began to water and i began to cry again.

i felt his arms wrap around me as i snuggled up on his chest and small sobs escapes my mouth.

my biggest fear was loosing someone i loved. i had already lost my parents from a big argument, now i let go of the person that i adore.

but that's just how love is, one minute you have them in your arms, then the next they're gone, just like that.

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GUYS IM STILL SO HAPPY AND STILL CRYING BECAUSE JUSTIN WON HIS FIRST FREAKING GRAMMY!

his performance was amazing i cried

i'm so proud of him and how far he's come. he deserves that grammy, he's so young and achieving so many stuff. words can't describe how proud i am

i've been here since 2008 and I've seen him grow so much, i never left his side and never plan to leave

IM JUST REALLY HAPPY FOR HIM

thank you so much for reading

all the love,

ana banana 🤘🏻