the nanny stripper | j.b.

veinte - cinco

justin

purpose tour was just getting started and i was beyond excited. tabitha agreed to coming on tour with me just for a little, and if she liked it she would stay and if she didn't, she'd come back.

something about her was completely off, she was acting strange and never wanted to go out at all. i shrugged it off, probably thinking it was just nerves or was frightened about getting hate.

"baby i need to go to my apartment to start packing a few clothes." tabby jumped on the bed and laid next to me, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"sure, we can go later on?" i suggested taking my hand and placing it on her head, running my hands through her soft hair.

she nodded and smiled,"can we go eat breakfast, i am starving." a small laugh escaped my lips.

"sure thing babe," we both rushed out the door.

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we came to the nearest denny's, i insisted we go somewhere else but tabitha was getting cranky, which meant she needed food asap.

we ordered our food and waited.

"i'm surprised no one has came up to you yet," i looked at her and shook my head.

"don't jinx it tabby," she chuckled and took a sip of her drink.

from the corner of my eye i could see a tall figure coming behind us, he looked like he was about 5'9, he seemed to be around his 40's, he was wearing a suit and sunglasses.

"tabitha, hey, how are you?" he asked, i raised a brow and gave her a look.

she seemed very uncomfortable.

"oh hey, i'm doing fine, thanks." she said plainly, but giving him a small smile.

"you just be her boyfriend. my names felix, i am tabitha's ma-" she cut him off before he would finish.

"babe, you remember i told you about felix, he's like a father figure to me," she quickly got up.

"i'm going to go say hi to his family, i will be right back." she then pushed him and they both went into a booth.

something was off here, this didn't seem right.

tabitha was hiding something, and i needed to get it out of her one way or another.

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tabitha

"you've been a little off lately, is everything okay?" justin asked as he started his car.

seeing felix took me by surprise, before he could say anything i pushed him back to his table.

explaining the situation he apologized but was a bit upset that i was keeping something like this from my boyfriend. he just wasn't aware that this could look absolutely bad on justin, i could already see the headlines making their way to the tv.

"pop start justin has been dating a stripper."

something like this could completely ruin him, he's been doing so good the past years, news like this could bring him all the way down, and it's something i wouldn't want.

"just nervous love, but i will be okay. as long as i have you by my side things will be okay," he placed a kiss on my lips.

justin was starting to ask so many questions and start getting very involved in who i was texting, where i was going, and wanted to drive me EVERYWHERE.

it isn't a bad thing that he's been questioning everything, it's just that i don't know how long i can keep this a secret for.

"baby, you're not busy tonight?" he asked, making me look up.

i shook my head,"don't think so, zari wanted me to spend the night but i can always reschedule, why?"

"i got invited to a party at scooter's, wanna come? it's just something small, just a few of his friends." i smiled and shook my head.

i slipped on some shoes and told him i would be back that i need to pick some clothes up from my apartment.

"be carful, i love you."

"i love you too." i started the car and took off.

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"i almost got caught, i literally became so pale dude, i don't know how long i can keep this a secret zariah. i need to tell justin before he leaves." i ran my hands through my hair.

she came and rubbed my back,"you need to tell him at least by tomorrow, he leaves soon and if you don't tell him it'll crush him," she had a point, but how was i going to tell my boyfriend this, that i make money by dancing on others.

it was already 6:15 pm, so i decided to text justin that i would get ready here and met him at his house.

"i'm heading out z, i will call tomorrow." i yelled and she yelled back an 'okay'.

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when i arrived at justins he was already outside waiting, i offered to drive us in ny car.

my phone vibrated but i wasn't able to reach for it, justin grabbed my phone, unlocking it and reading the text message.

my hands began to get sweaty, who could it possibly be.

"felix said if you could cover for cindy tonight." i took a few breathe, fuck.

"i didn't know you had another job,"

"i don't," i replied to quickly, causing me to choke a little on my words, before i could explain myself i took a breath and corrected myself.

"once in a while i go over to help babysit his kids, cindy is his nanny, she must not have been able to go tonight, just tell him i won't be able to that i have some stuff to do tonight." he seemed to believe it, but was still iffy about my response.

"he said that's fine but you're still on for tomorrow at 8:00," i nodded my head and parked the car.

i grabbed my phone and we both got off.

these lies keep getting bigger and bigger, what the hell am i going to do.

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a/n: hope u guys liked this lil chapter

the good stuff is comin ;)))

alsoo, this book is coming to an end, if you guys want a sequel let me know, i already have things in mind how i want it to go, but ofc i need to know if you guys want a sequel, so let me know!