the nanny stripper | j.b.

diez

tabitha

i woke up in an unfamiliar room. my head was pounding and i felt like throwing up. i ran to the bathroom and began to throw everything inside the toilet.

all of a sudden i felt my hair being lifted up. justin was there rubbing my back as i went back to the toilet.

once i was done i thanked him and laid my head against the black bathroom wall.

"how are you?" justin asked, looking at me. "honestly." he added afterwards.

i shrugged my shoulders,"i honestly don't know justin. all of this is my fault, he probably hates me." i brought my hands up to my eyes but justin stopped me.

"don't cry tabitha. just take a shower and i'll bring you some fresh clothes. i don't want to see you crying, it breaks my heart to see you in this kind of condition." well i had just gotten out of a damn relationship of five years, how am i not supposed to be crying?

i wasn't in the mood to argue so i just nodded my head and went inside the shower.

justin's bathroom was huge, probably bigger than my room.

everything was black, except for the toilet and bathroom, other than that the sink was black, the walls were black.

i turned on the hot and then jumped into the shower.

"tabby are you in the shower yet?!" justin yelled as i poured shampoo to into my pale had.

"yes! why?" i asked, as he turned the nob.

"here's some fresh clothes, hopefully they fit you. and i also got you umm a bra and underwear." he coughed as i poked my head from behind the curtain,"wow, thanks justin. where did you get this from?" he was standing there with a cheesy smile.

he cleared his throat,"well i went to victoria secret and bought the under clothes a few weeks ago. and the outfit i bough at channel." my eyes widen.

well he does have millions of dollars.

"thank you." i smiled. "i'll be out in a bit." he nodded as he left.

hopefully getting over this heartbreak won't be hard.

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once i finished straightening my hair i changed into the white pants and maroon shirt justin had bought me. he bought a hot pink lace bra and a pair of white lace underwear.

it ended up fitting good.

once i was ready i applied a little bit of lipstick that i had in my bag and exited the room.

when i came outside justin was sitting down in a pair of white ripped jeans, and a gray plain shirt. his blonde-brown hair was nicely done in a quiff, he had a pair of cream color yeezy's.

"where are we going?" i asked unplugging my phone from the charger that was next to the black couch.

i had 10 missed calls from zariah and 4 missed calls from daniel.

"well i have to go do rehearsal's for the tour and i was wondering if you wanted to tag along? my mom isn't working today so she's staying home." i shook my head, i really didn't want to go home.

i knew daniel would probably still be there.

i dialed zariah's number as she answered on the first ring.

"what the actual hell tabitha!?" she yelled as she asked at the same time.

"what a nice greeting." i replied as justin looked up, as i mouthed zariah.

"where are you? and why is daniel locked in your room crying?" he must have not told her.

i took a deep breath,"i'm with justin, i got a phone call yesterday saying he wasn't okay so i came here. afterwards i called daniel and told him and he got mad, we got into a huge argument, and i broke u-up with him." i managed to say.

she sighed,"really?! why would you do that? he's a mess right now." i rolled my eyes.

"i was a mess yesterday, i still am zariah. i can't believe you're actually concerned about him instead of asking your fucking best friend is she's okay. i have to go, bye." i hung up and buried my face into my hands.

i felt justin rub my back as i got up and shook my head,"can we just go? i don't want to cry again." i half smiled.

justin smiled and looked up,"yeah, i don't want to see you cry again." i chuckled as i grabbed my stuff and we headed out.

-

"one more time from the top." justin said as him and his dancers repeated the steps one more time.

i was on my phone and going through my instagram feed because i'm a loner and have no life.

i felt someone tap my shoulders,"hey, you doing good?" it was that blonde guy from yesterday.

i nodded as he sat down next to me,"ryan, justin's best friend." then i remembered.

"oh yeah, hey. i'm good thank you." i responded, throwing my phone inside my purse.

"justin told me you weren't good." i half smiled.

"yeah, i'm kind of better now. thanks."

"you make him happy." i raised my eyes brows.

"excuse me?" i asked, completely confused.

"like he sometimes needs someone who's always there for him. i try to, like i've know him since we were baby's but i'm always busy and can't always comfort him. but he always talks about how you're such an amazing person and you're always there for him." i couldn't help but smile.

i have no idea justin would talk about me, especially to his best friend.

"so please, just never leave his side and always be there for him." i bit my lip.

"i promise." i said.

and that's a promise i'm willing to keep.

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awh justin talking about tabitha with ryan, goals

GUYS PURPOSE TOUR WILL START SOON AND I DONT THINK I CAN CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT!

also

drama, drama, and more dramaaaa on the way ;)

all the love,

ana banana 🤘🏻