the nanny stripper | j.b.

veinte - tres

tabitha

when i excused myself to go to the bathroom, i actually left and came to my apartment. zariah wasn't here, she was probably out with friends which i didn't mind at all.

after seeing selena and justin laugh, talk, and just have a good time i couldn't anymore, if i didn't get out of there soon i was going to bawl up any minute and cause a scene.

my phone was vibrating but i ignored it.

i took my dress of and tossed it to the side, along with my heels. i through on an oversized shirt and crawled into bed.

tears started to fall down my face. i couldn't help it, just seeing him laugh and have a good time with his ex broke me, i know how much he loved her and any minute that love and feelings he had for her could come back.

the though of me loosing him killed me.

that night i went to sleep praying that i didn't lose the one person who i loved and understood me the most.

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the very next day i was awaken by zariah. i felt the covers being lifted up, chills running up my legs because they were exposed.

"move over hoe." she said as i groaned.

"are you okay? your make up is all messed up and justin kept calling me." i sighted and closed my eyes.

tears started to form in my eyes and my lip began to quiver,"what's wrong?" she asked as i started to sob.

"i just feel so horrible, i'm lying to justin and i don't want to freaking lose him zari, i love him so much and it kills me to know that i'm keeping a secret from him and it kills me to know that his ex still talks to him and cares for him, like its normal yeah, but she's just so perfect and how the hell am i suppose to compete with selena freaking gomez?! or hailey baldwin, or any other girl he's been with!" i raised my arms up and then buried my face into my hands.

zariah rubbed my back as i started to cry even more.

"listen tabby, i know i've been single since forever and i've never had a boyfriend but from what i can see he really does care and love you. i'm pretty sure that if he found out you're a dancer he wouldn't like be horrible or treat you any different because you're a stripper, like he will be upset you didn't tell him before but he's a sweet guy and will accept it and just help you." zariah looked at me as smiled.

her being here and helping me made me feel better, but at the same time she wasn't feeling what i felt it was in the position i was.

sooner or later justin would find out and deep down inside this wasn't going to turn out good at all. the media will have something to talk about, and it isn't something great.

there was a knock on the front door.

"it's probably justin." zariah said as she stood up.

"tell him that i'm not here, please. i just need time to think and decide when will be the right time to tell him." zariah frowned, but nodded.

she closed my room door and i went inside the bathroom for a nice, warm shower.

"just tell her to call me and that i love her, please." i could hear justin's voice.

he seemed upset yet worried.

i sighted and opened the bathroom door and headed outside.

the door was closed,"he left and said he would drop by later on." i shook my head and went back to the bathroom.

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it was almost 8 pm and justin hadn't stopped by. he didn't call or text which i found weird.

zariah was out and i was home alone.

maybe i should go to his house, to just check up on him.

i grabbed my keys and sped off to his house.

when i arrived my heart beat was going really fast. i was so emotional and frightened at the same time.

i got off my car and started walking towards his house. his car was parked outside which meant he was here.

my hands went over to the door bell and i waited about 10 seconds when the door swung open.

"hey, oh gosh. baby girl." he said, while pulling me into a huge hug.

his enormous arms wrapped around my whole body as i did the same.

he cupped my cheeks and kissed my forehead.

i pulled away and looked into his eyes.

those brown eyes that i fell for, that i looked at with so much love.

my lips smashed into his and we began to kiss, more like make out.

justin's hands were on my waist, pulling me closer to him, he began walking upstairs still not breaking the kiss.

"jump." he whispered as i did as he said, i wrapped my legs around him, my hands wrapped around his neck.

we finally arrived to his room and he laid me down on the bed, he looked at me for a few seconds.

he then came on top of me, our faces a few inches, him holding himself up as his hands were pressed on the bed.

"are you sure?" he asked.

was i ready?

what this the right time?

i closed my eyes and nodded.

then his lips connected with him.

oh god, it's about to happen.

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guys so sorry for not updating in like forever, i am still on vacation and i didn't have time to write anything.

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