Songs
Misguided Ghosts (Paramore)
Hate Me (Blue October)
Jesus Christ (Brand New)
When I was born,
I was a healthy happy baby with a loving family.
When I was 2,
I looked up to my brother and told myself I wanted to be just like him.
When I was 5,
I had a hard time focusing in school because I missed my mom.
When I was 7,
I used to come home to an empty house.
When I was 10,
I had to grow up.
When I was 12,
I found no one was around.
When I was 14,
I found someone.
When I was 16,
I lost someone.
When I was 17,
I wanted to die.
At 18,
I wish I was.
When I turn 21,
I want to be stronger.
When I turn 25,
I want to be happy.
When I turn 70,
I will thank myself.
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Happy Fucking New Year
CasualeA journal of sorts. Where I can write things I can't say out loud.