Chapter 8 - Panic

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It was successful for him to just ignore the two fighting, which relieved him a bit.
But that was only for a short while.. As he returned home and threw himself in the couch, someone threw themselves next to him.
"Damn they're fucking noisy, what are they? Two gobbling chickens? Tell them to shut the fuck up Jimin!"
Ahh, that way of speaking was too familiar for Jimin to not recognize. He sighed deeply and turned his head to face an annoyed Jung.
"Jung I told you to stay away!" He complained.
"Even though I'd rather you than Dooly over there.." He continued but in a mumbling tone.
"Yah! I know what you think you scum of a life! Mumbling doesn't prevent me from hearing!" Dooly responded annoyed to comment before getting the back of his head hit by the big male.

"Why are you even out?! Fuck off tough guy!" He continued, now complaining to the guy that followed Jimin home. Jimin rolled his eyes, this was indeed noisy, but Jung had to go.
He hit his fist in the couch, startling all three of them.
"Don't fight about who should leave! You all leave! Go back into my head or how the fuck to say it!"
"Just one problem fella, it's you loosing your mind here"

-"Yeah Namjoon is right, it's not like I fucking want to be out with all this idiot"

Jung agreed to the tougher looking male, with Dooly nodding beside him. Dooly hated to agree with any of them, but he mostly just wanted them to disappear anyway.

Jimin froze for a while, this couldn't be happening. He had to stop this.. If not, everyone else would come too. He felt how his heart pounded rapidly in his chest, he felt dizzy, he felt like he needed to puke..
"Oh someone can't handle that situation right now~ Might be because I told him his place earlier~" Dooly laughed, with the other's keeping silent this time. Somehow, they were there to help Jimin, even though when they were there it drove Jimin to somewhat insanity.
Pulling his legs up to his chest, he hid his fearful expression in his knees. He felt how the body began to shake, it wanted to panic, it wanted him to break down.
Dooly sat next to him and wrapped an arm around him.
-"Just give in, let the darkness win over you. This is what happens when you don't kill the ones I tell you to Jiji~"
-"Shut the fuck up Dooly, you have no might in this"
Jung added, with an annoyed voice as he slapped off Dooly arm from Jimin.
Jimin just tried to block everything out, but the fighting between Dooly and the two others were just too much.

With slow movements he looked up, but froze as he noticed a fourth person which suddenly disappeared after just one blink. His eyes grew wide, he knew what this meant. It was all getting back as in the past, they were all coming back.

He ran for the bathroom and opened the cabinet full of medicine, knocking everything down in his panic. Pills fell everywhere onto the floor, mixing into each other.
"No no NO NO! FUCK!!" Jimin yelled with all his might as he was on the edge to crying. He fell down on his knees, feeling every pill, studying them as best as he could. But desperate for being okay, led him to a desperate action and choice.
He took a handful of pills from the floor and threw them into his mouth, before drinking water from the sink. His body was shaking uncontrollably and was feeling even dizzier than before.

And it just got worse, of course it got worse. He took too many pills and probably too many of the wrong ones as well. He sat down on the floor as he lost his balance, leaning against the cold wall. He didn't even know for how long he had stayed in the bathroom, and the thought of puking everything up never crossed his mind. He just dozed off a few times, staring blankly into nothing.

Suddenly he just got more and more tired, and he wanted to close his eyes.
And there, it all went black.


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Sorry about the shorter chapters, but I feel like cutting them off a bit. It'll make more chapters to read and probably easier for some people!
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