Re Vel Mente Ξ Yoonmin

Chapter 29 - Yoongi

"Me?" Yoongi asked quite surprised, but yet he felt how his heart skipped a beat how his body grew hotter. Jimin wanted to know more about him, he wanted to listen to him.. So Yoongi wasn't the only one feeling like that, the only one who wanted to get closer.
Or a little closer, he didn't know Jimin had the same feelings as himself. But how he wished that he did, he just loved Jimin too much and it was so hard to keep it hidden from him.

Jimin just nodded lightly, as much as he now could. The drug would wear off after another hour, so he wanted someone to pass the time with. And of course he wanted it to be the one he was closest to, even though Yoongi also were the only one he even had, that was real that is.
Yoongi just looked questionably at the other who was laying quietly at the bed, what should he even say? What should he tell about himself that Jimin didn't know already?

-"Well I'm 21.." He said a little insecure, making Jimin chuckle. He looked at Jimin with pouting lips as he complained to him;
"Well you didn't say what you wanted to know!"
"I already know that you fool, tell me about your past" Was what Jimin wanted to say, but he wasn't able to.
He struggled to just press his lips together to form the word he needed to say. Just moving his lips was difficult as the many nerves that helped him move were still paralysed.
"..Past" He finally exclaimed in a very slow tone.

-"My past?" Yoongi asked surprised as he placed himself at the edge of the bed, leaning close to Jimin.
The other nodded once again, making Yoongi nod as well as an "okay
"Well~ Promise me you'll tell me your past too then, just at another time" He demanded as an deal. Jimin hesitated as his past was as bad as it was. But yet he couldn't say no to the other, to the warm smile the other always gave him. He laughed lightly as he gave Yoongi one nod.

"Good~ I'll bother you for it later then, until you tell me" Yoongi teased before he pushed Jimin more into the middle of the bed, so he could place himself more comfortably. He wanted to sit in a comfortable position now that he had to tell a whole story to Jimin. But mostly he just wanted to be able to look into the other's eyes and admire them.

"Oh my god Jimin! Why did you ask that?! That's going to be the most boring topic! I knew my feelings about killing this fuckhead was real. He's so boring, and his smile just irritates me so much" Dooly complained as he threw himself in own of the old and uncomfortable chairs that the room had.
-"Oh shut up and let the kid' have fun~" Namjoon said with a laugh as he kicked Dooly out of the chair and down on the ground.
"He have been so sad lately so let him have a moment of peace for one" He continued as he place himself in the chair, pulling Jin over to sit on his lap. Dooly glared at him before making gagging sounds over him and Jin.
Jimin could hear all of them talk in the background, but somehow they seemed more mumbled than usual.
But that was only because he wanted to listen to Yoongi.

And so he started to explain his past which seemed like a quite normal life, a happy life. Until one specific day, a day that changed everything for Yoongi.
"I really didn't have a bad life, my mom and dad loved me and my to elder siblings. There were no fighting, at least not of what I remember. We always went on vacation to the little house we had by the sea when it turned summer" Yoongi explained with a small smile on his lips, but as that was told it slowly faded as he continued;

"But one day when we were having fun, singing in the car that my dad was driving.. While heading towards the sea of course. One day all our happiness turned to fear as another car hit us.. We tumbled down a hill, and we didn't even scream.. It was so scary, and I remember it clearly.. Everyone was silent when the car stopped moving.. The car was smashed and my leg was between the seat my mom were in and the top of the roof. I didn't realise what happened 'til later.."

Yoongi let out a heavy sigh as he fondled with his white shirt. Jimin wanted to hug him so bad, it was so easy to tell how hurt the other was, how it still frightened him.
But he couldn't do anything but just watch the other's sad expression.

"In the end, everybody died.. And that's how I happened to turn this crazy.. Due to this traumatic experience, or at least that's what the smart psychiatrists say" Yoongi said, mumbling more and more. He wanted to cry, and he really fought not to.
Letting out a laugh he looked at Jimin, trying to cheer himself up. But it was easy to hear it was a laugh of the despair he felt.
"I really miss them.." He said with a sad smile that quickly faded as tears piled up in his eyes.

Jimin fought with all his might, he wanted to comfort the other. He didn't want to see him this sad. He fought with everything he could, until his hand finally reached Yoongi's and grabbed it.
Yoongi pulled his hand back in surprise and looked at Jimin whom looked just as surprised as himself.
"A-ah.. You shocked me.. I didn't think you could move at all.." He mumbled before giving Jimin a smile as he grabbed his hand.