Re Vel Mente Ξ Yoonmin

Chapter 21 - Trust

As Jimin had gotten home, he was relieved and happy. Yoongi had responded to his long confession, and said he'd support him, help him. He even said he'd come over right away. Of course Jimin had to hurry and wash his bloody clothes and face, wiping away the last evidence from the murders. He was so happy, even though he had 6 non-existing people following him.
Soon it knocked on his door and he happily went to open it, greeting Yoongi with a kiss. But something was off, he could feel it just as he saw the other's expression.
What was wrong? Was it the incident earlier on? No.. It was something else. He looked questionably at Yoongi whom nervously bit his lip.

"What's wrong Yoongi?" He finally asked. But Yoongi just shook his head, saying it was nothing. He was just tired, he said. But Jimin did not believe his words, something else than that was up, and he wanted to find out.
"Let's go get something to drink" Jimin spoke as he grabbed Yoongi's hand gently and pulled him out in the kitchen. Finally he felt less sick, so now he could treat the blue haired how he wished to. He wanted to spoil him raw, make him as happy as possible.
They spoke for some time before one thing let to another and they started to kiss passionately.

But as Jimin ran his hands up under the other's shirt, he backed away. Jimin quickly pulled back as he was caught off guard by Yoongi's reaction.
"S-sorry" Yoongi mumbled, making the other look completely confused at him before answering; "No no, I'm sorry.. I thought it was okay.."
Yoongi hesitated before he finally spoke out. "I told you I wanted to help and support you.."
Jimin wrinkled his forehead in confusion before nodding slightly, trying to make the other continue. He smiled slightly and caressed his cheek.
"You're supporting me just fine Y-"
-"But I don't think you'll like my choice of how to help.."

Jimin's smile faded as he heard the words of the other.
"Don't.. Don't tell me.." He felt a sudden fear in him rise, as well as anger. "..Don't tell me you called for help"

-"Jimin, going on the mental hospital is the only way to cure it--"
"I thought I could trust you!" Jimin yelled, his trust to the other was broken apart.
-"You can! I'm still gonna be with you Jimin! I love you okay?"

Jimin stood there all baffled until he finally stopped zoning out, and mumbled;
"You think I'm a crazy don't you?"
-"No that's not--"
"No, you think I'm crazy!" Jimin yelled, preventing the other for speaking up. Therefore Yoongi tried to grab the other's hand but was met with getting his hand slapped away as Jimin cried out;
"Get the fuck away from me, don't touch me!"

Jimin backed away hiding his face in his hand trying to hide the despair he felt, but his heart spoke out instead, making him yell words with no control at all.
"I HATE YOU! I hate you!.. I swear to god I HATE you!" His voice started to crack up as he was on the verge to crying once again. It was almost a daily thing for him now.
"Oh my god, I love you.. Why do I love you?! How the fuck could you do this to me?!"

-"I'm sorry Jimin!"
"How the FUCK could you do this?! I.. I should have known better.."
-"Jimin please! I just want to help you!"
"Fuck you!"

And so it all ended, or the fight that is. Both of them stood there with wet cheeks before Jimin decided to sit down, pulling his legs up on the couch to hide in his knees.
All Yoongi wanted was to help him, he thought what he did was the right thing. But Jimin just didn't want to end up in a mental hospital that he'd never get out off.

"Jimin.." Yoongi begged with a shaking voice as he sat down beside him.
"We can also run, let's run from them instead.. Or I'll call in saying it was a joke.."

-"No.. It's too late, I'm tired of running away" Those words confused Yoongi slightly, as he yet didn't know the other's past. He could only hug Jimin and apologise over and over again, telling him he thought he did the right thing. All this might look like Jimin overreacting, but he had a good reason to react the way he did.
And so it knocked on the door.. It was time to go already..