Re Vel Mente Ξ Yoonmin

Chapter 10 - Help

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What happened to my plan of short chapters? I-- //fml
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The sirens of the ambulance cried through the busy streets. Jimin blacked out again after calling for help, he couldn't keep himself awake.
And when he woke up again, he wasn't where he fell asleep, that he could tell. He opened his eyes, squinting them against the strong lights and white roof. Did he die? Did he really go to heaven?

"Morning idiot~" It suddenly sounded, from a familiar but very annoying voice; Dooly.
Nope, definitely not dead when that devil was still there.
He still felt a bit ill, and he felt how his head still played the dizzy game when he sat up.
He started to look around with a questionable expression, before remembering what happened.
He quickly looked around, and around him stood the three from before. He couldn't help but sigh in relief as there wasn't more than those three.
"Jimin, the others will come when you least expect it, you know that yourself. Prepare yourself okay? Don't try and kill yourself" Namjoon said a bit harsh but he was just worried.
Even though they were just people inside Jimin's head, it was as if they had their own feelings too. Jimin didn't say anything in return, he didn't dare to speak a word.
Not in a hospital where they quickly would deem him to the mental asylum. He bit his lower lip and turned his gaze to his own lap. He truly wished this would never have happened.. It was going so well with Suga too, or as Dooly called him; Blueberry.

He needed to see him again soon, it was as if every problem disappeared when they were together, as Suga cured him from his mental disease. Before he got himself out of the hospital bed, a nurse stepped in.
-"Ahh Park Ji Min, you're finally awake. We've been quite worried for you due to the mass amount of different medication you took. I've read you have schizophrenia so I need to ask you this, and please be honest so we can help as much as possible.. Do you see things? Other people perhaps?"
The nurse asked with a gentle and calm voice. But Jimin knew the what would happen if he were honest about that, so of course he spat out a lie.

He shook his head lightly;
"No, I just had a moment where I thought I saw something, and I got really scared.. I ended up taking too many of the wrong pills in my panic attack.." He mumbled but kept his eyes at the woman in front of him. She stood there for a while and looked back, as if she tried to read his mind, to make sure he was telling the truth.
Jimin gulped silently before the woman sent him a warm smile and nodded.
"Alright, thank you very much. Let's run some tests on your health before you are allowed to go home"

He really didn't want to run any tests, he just wanted to go home. But he didn't escape it, he just obediently followed whatever the nurse asked for him to do. But the peace was quickly broken, at least for Jimin himself.
His eyes followed a dim light that the nurse waved around to check for any abnormalities, and as she switched to the other eye a glimpse of another person showed up once again.
His eyes grew wide and he ended up backing away from the light in shock from what he had seen. Normally small things like that wouldn't scare people to that extend, but Jimin knew what this meant. Once this person finally escapes the prison in his mind, the others get free too and he'll loose control of his own mind.
The nurse even backed up a bit as well as she was quite startled of Jimin's reaction. She looked worried at him as she removed the dim flashlight away from Jimin's sight.
"A-Are you okay Mr..?" She asked with a trembling tone, somehow she was scared of the thought that he was mental. She was scared that he'd hurt him..
He could see that, he had seen that expression too many times already. But he didn't blame her, who wouldn't be scared of him?

Soon Suga probably would as well.. And normally she shouldn't be scared of someone that suffered from what he did, not all were bad like himself. But he knew he wasn't alright, he did in fact have blood on his hands.

Jimin was on the edge to have his whole body trembling, but he kept it cool in front of the nurse. He nooded before apologising a lot of times, while bowing politely. He blamed a past incident he had, even though that wasn't the reason he flinched like that. But it didn't matter, the only thing that mattered was to make her believe in his own lie.
And so she did.. She accepted the statement and said it was okay to leave, but if he felt anything abnormal he should come back.
Hah.. What wasn't abnormal in Jimin's life? It was even weird for him to finally find love, and he was so scared his condition would scare  Suga away.

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As he jumped into the cab that he had called for, he didn't jump in as the only passenger. Both Namjoon, Dooly and Jung jumped in.
"Dooly fuck off from my seat" Jung demanded as he was sitting beside Jimin.
Jimin just sighed and looked away for a second before looking at them once again, and then the two had switched places.

The driver looked back at him with frowned brows;
"Are you going to tell me where we're going or keep sighing at me?"
He looked at the driver with a shocked expression, what was he thinking? He needs to start ignoring the people again.
Bowing his head slightly, he apologised to the driver and told him the destination.

Walking into his own apartment was such a relief to him somehow, even though it brought back the bad incident from earlier. He threw himself in the couch and turned on the tv, watching the news he heard about the mass murders in his town. It wasn't new, they always spoke about it.. How afraid they were, how the murderer couldn't be found as he left no evidence at all.

Suddenly his phone buzzed, he even jumped slightly from being startled. He never gets messages, so he wondered who it could be.
But couldn't help but get a smile all over his face when he saw who it was from; Suga. His crush, or maybe love?

"There's something I forgot to tell you. Normally I don't tell people my real name as I don't trust just any.. But I feel you're special so I want you to know. Suga is just a nickname, my name's Yoongi, And I want to see your dumb but handsome face again soon.. -Just so you know you need to ask me out again soon"

He couldn't help but laugh and shake his head over the message.
"Yoongi, huh?.." He mumbled to himself before replying right away, he couldn't leave him waiting.

-"Demanding aren't we? Maybe I should wait a little long just to make you beg for a date with me~ But I like your name, already attached to it"

As the phone buzzed once again, he was excited for the reply. But something stopped him in the action of opening the message.
"I'm out! O M G!" Someone suddenly yelled out loud in happiness, startling Jimin enough to drop his phone. He looked up with huge eyes, and there he froze in the moment. No.. It can't be..
It's only going to get worse now..