Chapter 23 - Just Like The Old Days

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Can I make Jimin more unlucky than now?! I'm satan in this story, satan I tell you. LMAO
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While glaring at the doctor's back, he wiped off some remaining semen from before. As the door closed to his room and the lock turned, Jimin hit his fist down in the floor a few times.
"Damn this corrupted fucking place!" He cursed while slamming his fist against the cold floor over and over. This was going to be pain in the ass, and a big one.

He made himself get back up on his feet to walk to the window in the door, following every nurse passing by. It was like the biggest nightmare he ever had, to get back into the room he was put in as a fourteen year old and stayed there for a whole six years. Six awful years..  He would never forget how it was in this very specific asylum, he couldn't imagine any other was like this.
There's were reason why it was placed in the middle of no where, even though they excused it to protect the civilians from the insane.
It was so laughable in Jimin's eyes, yes some might be a danger to the outer world, but not all. Not that Jimin counted himself as one of the safe ones, as he clearly wasn't.

With a sigh, he layed down on the bulky bed, placing his hands under his head and closed his eyes. At least he could sleep the days away. But just as he was close to falling asleep he heard the key turn in the door. He sat up as fast as possible ready to kick whoever came near him, but as he saw it was another patient he was quite dumbfounded.
The other patient hurried over to him and jumped into his bed with a huge smile on his face.
"And I thought I was going total mental when I saw you come into the asylum!" The guy laughed, hugging Jimin who just sat there doing nothing as he didn't understand what was going on at all.
"Don't you remember?" The guy then pouted sadly while asking Jimin the most important question. Jimin stared at him, his voice and face did look familiar.

Suddenly it all fell into place, he knew who it was. His eyes grew as big as teacups, or at least that's what you say. Raising his hands towards the other's face, he started fixing the guys hair.
There's no way.. No way..
"You look like one who've seen a ghost.." The male mumbled a little worried
"Do I look that bad?" The other continued, joking in an attempt to make Jimin laugh.
But Jimin did indeed feel like he saw a ghost, if not worse.
Everything.. Everything 'til now was fake? Did he really come to the point where he didn't have control about what was reality or not?

-"..Yoongi" He mumbled, and the male smiled big, nodding.
"I knew you'd remember, you aren't dumb afterall. And we were close too.. I'd say I'm happy for you to be back, but yet it's not that great either.. It's still the worst Asylum" Yoongi exclaimed before continuing.
"I really missed you, even though it has been two years already I've never forgotten you"

-"Ho..How did you get the key to my room?"
"I stole it from one of the nurses of course, who do you count me for?" Yoongi grinned and swung an arm over Jimin's shoulder to lean close to him.
"So tell me, how did the outer world look like? And how come you're back?" He asked, but Jimin didn't even know himself. How did he even get here if the Yoongi he saw outside was a fake reality? How did he kiss and love someone that wasn't there.. And what about the guy he beat? Was that just an innocent man? And how did he even forget about the Yoongi in here.. This was all so confusing to him.
As the other kept looking questionably at him, he started telling about the outer world and about how he apparently imagined a life with someone who didn't exist. Yoongi were schizophrenic as well, so he understood Jimin's problems very well. And when in the old days he always helped Jimin get better or just look more positively at things.
-"So.. You don't understand how you even got here?" Yoongi asked, making Jimin shake his head lightly.
"But.. Who as the person you had a life with? In your head that is"
Jimin hesitated when he was asked that, should he really be honest and say it was Yoongi? No.. He couldn't scare away the only friend he had now.
"A.. Guy" He mumbled, making the other raise an eyebrow but grow even more curious.
"Ooh~ What's that lucky guys name?" Damn that curious boy.. Kept asking questions.
-"..Suga"
"Sugar?"
-"Noo, S.U.G.A"
"Oh"

The other felt fairly disappointed, kind of wishing it was himself that Jimin had imagined. Yoongi had always had a special kind of love for Jimin, but never showed it as he feared him being gay would scare away the only person who showed care to him.
"So the mighty prince with no horse, came back to save Yoongi from the other crazies mmh?" Yoongi joked, as Jimin didn't look entirely happy about the whole situation, if not close to crying. Jimin looked at the other with a surprised expression, that line.. That was what the Yoongi in the outer world said once. It all made sense now, every line the imaginary Yoongi had said was based on what the real one said when they were younger.
"As always, we're here to stay I guess" Jimin smiled slightly, but the smile was fake. It was like his heart was had dropped and shattered on the ground. Now he loved Yoongi, due to his own imagination. He was doomed to have everything ruined even more.









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