Poems of a troubled soul 1

Magic carpet

But what if those fantasy worlds are the only places I can find my happiness?

What if I just can't handle too much reality wrapped in gloom and sorrow?

So what if it hurts
So what if you disagree

You're supposed to love me unconditionally

You're supposed to support me the most
You're supposed to be my hero
My #1 fan

But you hurt me
You hurt me where I'm most vulnerable

And you didn't even blink

It was nothing
Just a thing you said
Shattered a part of me
I'm trying so hard to fix

And you didn't even bat your eyes

With just a few words
You made the walls of the castle crumble

With just a few words
You made me doubt all I thought was true

With just a few words
You exposed me to my own negative thoughts

Do you even love me?

Is this your way of showing you care?
Is this how I should be in your eyes?

If it is then I think
I'd rather stay here forever
Locked in my own world
Far away from the clouds

So just let me float
Let me dream
Let me chase my twisted fantasies
And if you worry wrap me in your arms

Show me your love
Show me you care
Then I promise I won't go

Then I promise whatever comes our way
Whether it's fake lovers or fake death
I'll never leave you behind
I'll always take you with me
On magic carpet rides

If you promise to pick me up
When you've left me for some time
And my journey has come to an end
Promise we'll explore that world together

You and me
Me and you

Together always