"Niall, I don't want to!" You groan as Niall is dragging you out the house.
"Come on, it'll be fun!" Niall says with a reassuring smile on his face.
"No it won't." You mumble under your breathe. You and Niall are currently going dress shopping for his award show tomorrow night. The only problem is, you know you won't be able to find a dress. You know your fat and that there is no dress that'll look even 'cute' on you. You've learned to deal with this shame and hide it from Niall. You hate doing that but, it's for the better. You've hid this pain with a fake smile for 2 years now. It hurts like hell but there's nothing you can do.
~
"Come on, lets go try this place!" Niall says dragging you to yet another store. You and Niall have been to 3 stores trying on dresses for the past 3 and a half hours. You still can't find anything that you look 'pretty' in.
Why even try anymore? It's hopeless, you'll always be this way and there's no changing. All you can do is keep hiding behind your fake smile and just act like everything is okay, even though past that your torn.
*Niall's POV*
(Y/N) has been moping around all day. I don't know what's bothering her. I want to ask if she's okay but she's not a person to just spill her feelings to you. She's very I dependent and that's one of the things that I absolutely adore about her. I just wish she would tell me what's wrong.
We are now in the 4th store today, when we walk in I take her to pick a dress. I automatically spot a beautiful black dress- it's just above knew level, has hints of sparkles in the material, and the back of it has a heart shaped cut. I pick up the dress and walk over to (Y/N) handing her the dress, "Here, try this on."
She huffs and takes the black dress out of my hands. She has her head down saying, "Ni, this dress is too short and shows to much skin for my liking."
I sigh,"(Y/N), are you okay? You've been acting funny."
"Yeah Ni, I'm fine." No she's not.
I decide to let it go, yet again knowing she's not going to tell me anything. I will talk to her about it later.
*Your POV*
"(Y/N) are u okay? You've been acting funny."
"Yeah Ni, I'm fine." You lie. Of course your not fine. Nothing looks good on you because of your weight.
You walk into the dressing room and strip your clothing off, throwing your clothes onto a chair in the corner of the small room. You take the black dress and slowly lift it over your head. Once you get the dress on you look in the mirror.
Why must nothing look right?
Why must my body be like this?
Why must I have to suffer?
I'm ugly.
I'm fat.
All these things swirl around your head, forcing tears to prick at your eyes. You can't hold back. You slowly slide down the wall and bring your knees to your chest to cry.
You don't know how long you've been crying. Niall has been constantly banging on the dressing room door calling for you, but all you did was ignore him and keep crying. Soon the knocking and calling stopped. Niall probably left you. He probably can't deal with you anymore, and who can blame him? I can't even deal with myself anymore.
Suddenly you hear the doorknob of the dressing room jiggling. You continue to cry not being able to stop.
"Princess, what happened? What's wrong?" Niall notices you sitting on the floor and comes over to take you into his arms. You hide in his chest and cry harder.
"I-I"
"Come on princess, what is it? You know you can tell me." Niall rubs you back and kisses your temple.
You take a deep breathe," I'm-I'm fat, Ni. Fat. Ugly. Worthless.".You start sobbing again.
"What?! (Y/N) you are not. Who told you that? You know your not fat. You perfect in my eyes. I love your curves and your size is perfect. You are most defiantly not fat. And ugly?! No. Far from it. You are the most beautiful girl I've laid eyes on. Your smile, laugh, eyes, everything. (Y/N), you are absolutely stunning. All of your little things all do something different to me, whether it be turning me on or lifting my spirits," You giggle at that small tear drops still drilling from your eyes,"And you are defiantly not worthless. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me. I am truly blessed. You shouldn't have to feel this way. You should feel and know that your beautiful. My one mission in life is supposed to keep your spirits and I've failed. You shouldn't have to feel like this. From now on everyday I'm going to make sure that I say how beautiful and perfect you are everyday. And if you still aren't satisfied, we can exercise together. We can eat healthier together, run together, what ever you want baby. I love you so much beautiful."
"I love you Ni."
"Now stand up and let me see you in this dress."
"I-I don-"
Niall interrupts you,"I don't want any excuses. I want to see you in this dress." Niall extends his hand, you sigh and grab it letting him stand you up.
You stand in front of the mirror and peer at your reflection, quickly bringing you head to fave the ground again. You then feel to large and muscular arms wrap around your waste. "You look beautiful," Niall whispers in you ear,"So sexy."
You and Niall swaying in each other's arms, time stopping. In this blissful moment, you feel safe. Safe, from all the hateful thoughts usually swirling around your head.
"We're buying this dress. Take it off and I'll go pay for it."
"Ni-"
"No. Nothing you say is going to change my mind." You sigh.
"Fine."You take the dress off passing it to Niall. As you putting your original clothes back on, Niall takes the dress and goes to pay for it.
You and Niall walk out out of the store and start heading home.
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"Niallll. How much did it cost?" You ask him for the 10th time.
"If I tell you will you leave me alone?" You nod. "Fine I'll tell you. It was $800. Happy?" Your hand goes to cover your mouth as you gasp.
"Niall! Are you serious? Why would you buy a dress that costs that much?"
"You can't put a price on love."
*After The Award Show The Next Day*
You and Niall are laying in bed, your feet tangled together with your head muzzled into the crook of his neck. Niall is on his phone while your.watching the movie that is currently on the telly.
"Look princess!" Niall exclaims passing you his phone.
You take the phone Ikr of his hand and read,
Top 20 Bested Dressed
20. Tonight Zendaya was rocking a simple gray dress that falls haute above her ankles, with stunning silver heals. Simple yet affective.
You continue reading the other celebrities who made the list. The boys being at #2. When you come across who's at #1 your jaw drops,
1. Here at #1 we have.(Y/N) (Y/L/N). Tonight she looked absolutely stunning. She was wearing a beautiful black sparkled dress that falls hair above her knees. The dress fits her perfectly showing off hair enough skin and outlining the right things. Beautiful just absolutely stunning.
Years of happiness fall from your eyes, a huge smile on your face.
"What did I tell you princess? Your absolutely gorgeous."
*Hey guys!! Sorry this was so late I (Morgan had a science project I and to finish before I finished this. Anyways I hope your having a wonderful 2016 so far. I just wanted to say that this imagine was written from personal experience. I just want to let you know if you need someone to talk to we're here. Btw requests are open! ;) We hope you all liked this imagine!
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