Part 3

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Dear Journal

I hate myself so much.
Today I hit Iceland.
How could I do that?

Iceland had just come back from Hong Kong's house and he was smiling. I just snapped. How could he smile when I was worried sick!? How could he smile when his crush loved him back. I raised my hand and smacked him hard on his cheek. He just stared. I just stared back at him, my hand then at the red handprint on his face.

Then I couldn't fucking take it anymore. I ran upstairs, slammed my door and locked it. Slowly I slid down the door, rested my face on my arms and started crying. Let's just say that I grabbed a knife and did something.

And now my hand is bleeding like mad and I'm still crying. Emotions always fuck me up. My useless fucking self always fucks me up. I need to go find a bandage for my arm.

Shit. Denmark's knocking. And need to clean this up. Fuck.
I'm going to buy a lock for this book

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