ill be alright

January 7

010716

21:04

im dead. this project this killing me oml. literally i have four cuts, burnt myself in a couple places with a the hot glue gun and now theres a blister on my finger bc i touched the hot glue for too long. ofc its glue so itd stick to my finger. jeez.

everyone tells me to be careful, when am i really? like never lmao

so what happened today? hmm

well karen and i went to target and go supplies. then she came over to my house to work on the project. justin called, then left bc it was awkward between him and karen. then we recorded ourselves trying to break off the wheels of a plastic car. hmm then what?

oh well mylee called. she talked to us and watched us do our project. we talked about hair dye and shit. and wow. she only called bc mckayla and shayla werent available. wow. whatever shadyyy. she better not be forcing herself to call me bc thats not good. its not healthy to force youself to do anything. but whatever. she ended the call. then called again later. but ended that v quickly. oh whaleeee. idrc.

now what? well im just chillin in my room now. its cleaner than it was earlier which is good.

i have hot cheetos and a bag of lime chips. idk which one i want rn. 

im really bored rn, but i dont want to facetime justin rn. shayla is grounded. and karen is restuarant. i can talk to other ppl but like theres no one im really interested in talking to at the moment besides shayla or karen. ughhh struggles.

omfg i hope we still go to the mall on sunday. even if mindy and shayla are unavailable. i still kinda want to hangout with karen even by ourselves.

as much as i hate that mall, its still really nice and relaxing to hang with friends even if its just karen. shes great. im surprised she hasnt gotten tired of me like everyone else i know, or knew. but thats okay, at least i know shes always here for me.

omfg the first time i went to her house was during thanksgiving break. omg that was mind blowing. so glad it was just karen and i at her house. that would have been embarrassing if someone was home with us. omgg and mindy. mindy is great. wow.

that day was hella sad and hella funny at the same time. yikesss.

im dead. i think i wont want to be going out anywhere without karen around. she really is an angel. idk how she does it, but her presence always calms me down. seriously i feel so relaxed when shes around.

i guess i ran out of things to say. oh well