ill be alright

January 12

011216

01:05

Great. Typing on my phone so, dont mind the mistakes so much.

Ive been getting sick recently. Omg. Last night, and justin and shayla already know this, but i had the sickest, mosy disgusted feeling ever. Seriously felt so sick and nervous for some reason. Like you know how people get butterflies? Yeah well I had moths. Omfg its was so fucking bad.

It was so bad, i threw up what was left of my dinner. It wasnt forced either. Like it came out by itself. After throwing up everything, i still felt the need to throw up. But what would there be to throw up? Nothing bc i threw up everything i could. I honestly kept gagging on and on after. It hella sucked ass.

Ive never fwlt so sick before. Then at school today, i had thw same feeling all day. It wasnt as intense as the others but it surely was there alright.

Gross. My stomach us starting to hurt again. Fuck.

I hope this isnt associated with my other health problems. 

Im glad the tension between jenna and i is breaking down a bit more. Jeez. It was already hard enough when i was two seats away from her, now im sitting right next to her. Great. I just need to stop being awkward. With everyone. 

Im seriously the most awkward person ever, if A) you dont start the conversation m, or B) some shit happened between us and it's affecting my thoughts about you so i start emitting awkward. Not even joking. Maybe i should just stop talking again and go back to being mute. I mean it did make everything easier. sorta. not really. bur if i am mute, people wouldn't be so annoyed of me.

ouuu. living that pessimistic life here. .-.