January 31

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by marshmallowchildren

by marshmallowchildren

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i feel happy. i felt like shit all week, but yknow, one person was able to lift me up from my hole and make me smile. shes adorable. shes cute. shes beautiful. shes pretty. she makes me smile. she makes me laugh. i feel happier with her. she makes me happy. shes such a precious person omg. when i hug her, i never want to let go bc i feel like shes going to disappear from me. i dont want that to happen. ive known her for 3 years and i refuse to let her go. i tried so hard to get her attention and now that i have it, i want to keep it. wow possessive melanie. hella. literally i never like letting that side out, but sometimes i cant help it.

omfg i cant shes just ughhhhhh. fuck. im hella whipped. theres no way that im not gonna cry something ever happens. ugh im such a cry baby. whatever. im an emotional mess.

jeez how even i cant im so ugh. wow words dont exist. grammar doesnt exist. i really want to just stay in her arms. i feel safest there. safe from everything. i want to brighten her day the same way she does for me. i love being in her arms. and when i hold her hand, i barely can wrap my fingers around her hand. and then when she hugs me, she either bends down and slouches to rest her head on me, or id have to be on my toes if i wrap my arms around her neck. thats cute. shes cute. shes amazing. godddd now i want to hug her now. i miss that feeling already even tho its just been a day. omfg. awwwhhh.

i dont think i can go a day without hugging her at least once oml. i feel like something is missing. ughhh my feelssss. omg. i cant.

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omg i just feel like squealing so hard.

last thing i texted her and her reply,

@ 10:30

me: jenna, i love you *chinky blushing emoji* *double pink hearts*

@ 11:00

jenna: I love you too Melanie *red heart*

UGHHH THAT KILLSS ME SO MUCH AGHGGHGHGH.

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