The Diary Of Vanessa Cullen

My new life

Tuesday 2nd March 1963

I sit up and read the clock 7:30am I start to feel a bit of pain in my chest but my arms, legs and stomach feel fine I get up out of bed and walk downstairs "How did you sleep?" Esme asked "could have been worse" I say "Carlisle wants to check your burns" Edward says kissing me "okay" we walk to his office and I sit on the bed

"Do you have any pain?" Carlisle asked "yeah just in my chest" I say "it looks as if your cuts are healed just fine but your chest will probably take a day or two" he says "Carlisle can I talk to you for a minute?" He asked "wait her Vanessa I'll be right back" Carlisle says as he closes the door behind him

Carlisle walks back in and wraps the bandage around my chest "try not to scratch or irritate it" he says "will do" I say hugging him "thank-you" I said he nods and I walk over to Edward "Vanessa I need to ask you something" I smile "what is it?" I ask "no not here" he puts me on his back and runs to our Meadow "Vanessa if you were given an opportunity to be like me would you take it?" He asks nervously "only if you were the one who was going to ask and change me" I say "well Vanessa I was wondering......would you like me to change you?" He smiles "only if it is what we both want I know I want to be like you but do you?" He kisses me softly "I want to live with you forever but I can't bare seeing you in so much pain" I smile "it's okay I think I can handle it" he kisses me passionately "when do you want me to change you?" He asked "when schools over because I don't think I could handle being around so many humans at once" I giggle "okay" he says

I look into his amazing topaz eyes "what is one thing you have never told a single living soul" he asks me "well I have never told anyone that every night when I was younger I would sneak off with my friends and go swimming in a lake and after that we went partying" I say laughing "okay your turn" I say "uuuuummmmm I have never told anyone that before I was changed I would go out to hunt animals and leave them on the ground for vampires to come and drink the blood" I smile "really" he smirks "yep and it never worked you know why?" I smile "no" I wraps my arms around his shoulder "well Vampires will not drink from something they didn't kill themselves except if they are wounded and can't catch food for themselves" I giggle "fascinating" I lay down and look at the sky and dark clouds were starting to form

"Do you remember your family?" I ask "no I don't but it doesn't matter because your my family now" I smile "There going to be thunder storms later so that means our family can play our traditional thunder storm games" he says as I sit up "what game?" He smile "baseball we need the thunder  so when we hit the ball people will thing it is the thunder" I smile "fun" he helps me up and we meet everyone at a large clearing in the middle of the forest "Vanessa I want you to referee the game" Esme says "she thinks we cheat" Emmet says "no I know you cheat" Esme says to Emmet "just say what you see" I nod Edward bats first and it goes flying so far I can't even see it "that has gotta be a home run" I say "he's a really good batsmen when it comes to baseball" Esme says

Edward gets a home run "Well done Eddie" I say "Eddie" Emmet yells "don't you start Emmet only she can call me that" he huffs I giggle "Rosile your up" Esme says Rosile steps up and hits the ball further than Edward "she will definitely get a home run" I say "Edwards pretty fast" Esme says as she catches the ball before Rosile passes home base "sorry but your out" she smiles "it's alright" Rosile says

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We walk back up to the house and all sit on the couch "so Edward have you done it yet?" Alice asked "yes" she smiles "and" I smile "I said yes" Alice hugs me "yay" I rest my head on Edward's shoulder I see Emmet pulling a grin at Edward "so Eddie ask her anything else" he says "EMMET" Edward yells Rosile slaps his arm "oooowww" I look at Edward and smile "what?" He glares at Emmet "it's nothing don't worry about it" he says I kiss him lightly "ok" I start to yawn "You look tired Vanessa I think you should get some rest" Esme says

I get up "I think your right goodnight everyone" Edward and I walk to the cabin "if you don't mind me asking what did Emmet mean by that?" He smiles "I was going to ask you something else as well but it wasn't the right time" I kiss him passionately "is it a good thing or a bad thing?" I ask "it depends on the way you look at it but I think it is a good thing" I get in bed and snuggle up to him "I hope that there are no more life threatening problems" I say "well you are the angle so your life will have life threatening problems every once in a while" I kiss him "well if I'm a very special angle than what does that make you" I say sarcastically "the luckiest man in the universe" he says as he starts leaving little kisses on my gaw line and slowly moves onto my neck

"I can't wait untill I am like you" I laugh "look Vanessa I want to protect you and I know this is the right option but I don't know if I can bare seeing you in that much pain I can't even think about it with worrying" I kiss him passionately "Edward I want to be a vampire even if it means going through that much pain but if you don't want me to than I won't" he smiles "I'm not gonna stop you if this is what you want Vanessa I will just have to look at the bright side where I have you forever" I wrap my arms around his neck "is there one certain spot you have to bit someone in order for the transformation to work?" I ask "no" I smile "where are you going to do it?" He laughs a little

"where ever you want" I kiss his cheeck softly "where were you bitten?" I ask "left side of my neck why?" He says confused "that's where I want you to do it" I say I wrap my arms around his waist "goodnight sweety" I say "goodnight babe" he kisses my forhead I slowly close my eyes and fall into a deep sleep

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