Waiting for Superman ~ Part 3 (3rd & Final Book of Hero or Hellian Trilogy)

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After a couple days I am so numb both physically and emotionally that I can only see death as my escape.

After a week Tyson has lost interest because I do not fight, I don't even make a sound, I just stare at the walls and that was when he drugged me.

When I awake from the drug I find myself in the woods with only the blanket I was laid upon and the knowing that I was supposed to die of an overdose but here I am with pain all over my body both inside and out. I try to vomit but my stomach is so empty that nothing comes up except more pain.

I want to die. There is nothing I can live for now and death seems like the only end. It should have been the end long ago but my suffering will not end, rather it gets worse.

It is there in the woods that Merlin himself finds me.

I don't fight when he takes me to a cabin in the woods. I want to scream for Jolin but I don't have the energy plus I don't think I could face him with the shame I carry.

In the cabin Merlin puts me in the cellar where he demands that I repent, give him information, and vow to be his but I feel as though I have lost my ability to sleep. All I see is the floor as he screams at me which soon is not enough as he begins by slapping me which soon turns to punches and finally kicks until I fade into darkness.

It goes on for what seems like years as he does rituals on me which included and exorcism. I fast for days until I'm on the brink of death I which the hook me to an IV and pump me full of liquids to give me strength which is followed by more beats, more starving, and more suffering.

Every moment of every day when I conscious I pray for the mercy of death.

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