Why me!

They Don't Know..

~ Saturday 10:30

As Ryan, gasps for air, from her nightmare..

Are you okay?? Payton asks.. *she holds me*

Yeahh, i'm fine.. Just an n-n-nightmare.. I say.. , We'll what was it about Darren asks? You losing your virginity? He adds on.

Payton and Darren, giggles.. Thats not funny, i rub my head while saying. Okay i'm gonna go freshen up. *I go in the bathroom, and take a shower.. Then brush my teeth and wash my face.* I slick my hair back into a ponytail as it falls to the middle of my back.. . I put on a crop tee shirt, and some high-waisted shorts. I put my playoff 12's on afterwards.

Soooo where we going guys? I ask... . I want to go get some candy!! Payton says.. Ite lets go, Rodger says.

Darren says, he has to go home.. But he'll meet up with us later.

We say okay, then we walk down the street. I see Bryan at the end of the block, and he's with his older friends.. As we get to the corner, he stops me and grabs my arm.. Where you going? He asks, i say somewhere.. He pulls me closer, and whispers in my ear, where are you going? I don't want to make a scene. He says.. Ohh i see you, Bry put her in check. His friend says.. Stfuu moe, i say.. Bryan pushes me.. Bye *he waves me on* Bye, he yells.. I can see he been smoking or something, but them boys are just bad news for him.. Soo i catch up with Rodger and Payton at the candy shop..

Soo what happened? Payton asks..

He was high.. I don't want to talk about it... I say

Payton gets some sour straws, and sour skittles, and pickles, and Reese cups.. I have crazy cravings.. She says , she holds her stomach, oh i have to throw up.. She said , she throws the cashier a 10$ bill and runs out the store and throws up, outside.. But i just asked her if she was okay and paid no further attention to it..

After we left out, Rodger goes home. He has to go to workouts.. So its just me and Payton.. *it was an silence, while they walk*

Its never this Quiet, when were with eachother Ry.. Payton says

We'll i just have alot on my mind.. I say ,

What? About last night? I'm sorry ok.. I really am. She says

Sorry isn't good enough, you know what he did too me.. I inform

What ? *chuckles* he cheated on you with a older girl? She says..

*i look at her furiously* Bitch close your mouth now, before you regret what i'll do! I say

What are you gonna do!! She screams , i'm done, like i said i was sorry,, and your putting alot of weight on my shoulders, it was a mistake last night.. *Payton starts to cry* , Ryan walks away... Go cry in Avery's chest. *i continue to walk off*

But who chest did you cry in, when Bryan wasn't available? She yells.. I keep walking.. It was ME she yells. STFUU i scream.. She stops... *Ryan walks past Bryan, and he tells her to wait for him at his condo.* Soo while i'm walking inside his condo, i'm thinking what am i getting myself into.. . But when i try to leave out he comes in..

+ Bryan's P.O.V +

*pushes Ryan back* heyy bae.. I say it all slurred..

How you been? I ask ... Umm i should ask you that!! Ryan say.. *I lift my hand up as i'm about to smack Ryan* *She closes her eyes* , You thought i was about to hit you, give me my two.. I say *starts too laugh* I want to leavee.. She says , Why ? I ask ..

Your not acting like yourself.. She says , *i lift her up by her arms, and try to kiss her, but she keeps moving her head, hitting my chest and kicking her feet* *i shake her back in forth* Stop moving.. . I yell , she starts too cry.. I'm sorry, *i wipe her tears*

I put her down on my couch. Look i'm sorry.. I was smoking..

She wipes her eyes and says.. Yes i'm hip. I go and eat, and take a shower.. . I come back to the living room and i see that Ryan is gone.. . My heart sinks..

+ Ryan's P.O.V +

I decided to sneak up on Bryan just too scare him and when I tapped his shoulders he turned around and hit me out of shock.

I hold my cheek as I sit on the ground, puzzled.. i'm sorry babe.. he says.. He picks me up and puts me on the counter of his kitchen, he gets ice and place it on my cheek. He asks me if I'm okay and I give him a pouty look and puts my middle finger up. I love you too he says *I smiled*. As He is in between my legs, he push's my hair from out of my eyes, I will never act like that again. And i will never hit you.. i promise , I wanna make this work, i wanna show you that your perfect. That your worth my time. I wanna take you out and show you off. Kiss you anytime I want. Hold you close and wake up to you in the morning. I wanna meet your dad, in a better proper, I haven't wanted something so bad as I want you! Me and you wont be perfect. But I promise I wanna make this work, because your worth it. he says and He pushed my chin up and pecked my lips.. . You we're so scared I say. Then he grabs my jaws and continue to passionately make out with me.!