Why me!

Reality

~ 9:25 am, Monday morning

Noooooo!! *Ryan wakes up from her dream*

Are you okay? Jennifer asks.. Yeah i just have to use the bathroom.. I said , i walk to the bathroom and check my panties.. They were drenched! Omg Bryan! I said.. I wipe them with toilet paper and go back into the room.. They were releasing Jennifer.. After we left the hospital, we got breakfast, and she dropped me off at home..

I'm still on suspension.. And i couldn't walk Bryan to school today.. I was too late..

Soo i go take a shower. When i get out the shower.. I cut on some music.. And Yo plays by Chris brown... I sing as I put my clothes on...I say yooooOoooo!! I sing

I sing while i brush my teeth. And then i wash my face..

My shirt was black an has a$ap rocky on their, and i throw some light colored jeans on with my Silver Mesh Jeremy Scotts x adidas wings 2.o on.. I look cute i say.. I spray some hair products in my hair, and put my hair in a bun..

I get a text msg from this random number.. They send me a picture, its Erica... Sitting on B-b-bryan lap!! I think to myself how did i get an extra day than her! Tf.. I text them back saying who is this.. They say Cameron.. Oh lord here we go again.. Imm not gonna assume anything! I didn't respond.. The number texts me again.. " If i was bae i wouldn't do that to you ".. Gtff moe i sayy! Its 2:50pm , and i'm waiting for Bryan at the corner. And Erica walks past.. She gives me a smirk.. I was gonna just pull her by her hair and yank the shit out of her neck, but i let her off with a warning. So i just stared at her... ¿qué coño estás mirando..( wtf you staring at ) Erica says.. , Nada puta linda..( nothing cute bitch ) , i say ! She say shitttttt.. And walks off.

I see Bryan coming toward me smiling, cheesing real big. I just don't know what to do when he gets close to me. He see's that i'm not happy.. Whats wrong.... *i smack him before he could finish*

He grabs me by my arms.. Whats wrong with you? He says while shaking me and yelling! You know why!! *i yank away* Why you let her sit on your lap! I yell , Can we go into somewhere private? He asks *looking around seeing people stare*.. No we can let everybody see! You let everybody see you and that bitch!! You manwhore. *I smack him again*..Why did i even say yes too you., i say.. He grabs my hands, and gets in my face. Stop hitting me!! He yells , He throws my hands down.. Why ? I say.. *I smack him again!* Why ? Huh ? Why would you do that? *I smack him again*. He breathes hard and harder... He picks me up and my stomach is on his shoulders.. I start to kick, and he holds my feet. Let me gooo !! I say. I start to punch him in his back, but it doesn't hurt him.. He says hello to everyone who is staring. I see Cameron watching us. Then he goes in the house.

Bryan, takes me into his condo and throws me on the couch. Why do you always wanna make a scene? He yells. He throws his stuff down.. You want make up sex or something is that why you always fight with me? He yells.. I just sit there why he yells at me.. I get up and stand on the couch so were eye to eye level.. I point in his face don't try to switch this up on me!! You had that bitch on your lap!! You want me to go sit on Darren lap? Or Rodgers, i yell.*he smacks my hand out his face* , Oh i don't need your fucking permission.. I'm leaving i say.. *i get off the couch* *i start to walk, but he grabs me* Noo, how did you find out? He asks , Does it matter!? Tf Cameron sent me a Picture. I say , and Did he get me pushing her off of me!! He screams! i'm always the bad person*hitting his chest* I just look at him.. Then he looks at me... He holds his arms out, c'mon give me a hug.. I run into his arms.. I hug him tightly, ifeel his soft lips kiss the top of my head.. * i smile*

We sit down on the couch... . * I plop up on the couch*

So i had a dream about you!.. I say