lonely girl

Chpater 5 Layla P.O.V

I woke up the next morning thinking about my whole life. Why my mama didn't come save me from almost loosing my innocence. "Good morning beautiful. I brought you some breakfast." Mario said as he walked in the room knocking me out of my thoughts.

"Morning and thank you."

"So, how did you sleep?" He asked.

"Mmm, I slept okay. What about you?" I asked.

"pretty good. When you finish eating, we need to talk."

I was hoping that he didn't need to talk about what happened with me but instead it was because as soon as I finished eating, he got straight to it.

"Layla, did he rape you? You don't have to lie to me. I wanted to kill him yesterday but I didn't want you to be a witness." His pretty brown eyes we're now stone cold black.

"No." I saw bowing my head. Tears we're starting to form in my eyes and before you knew it, I couldn't stop them from flowing.

"Well, Layla why are you crying." He asked. I could tell by his tone that he sympathized for me.

"Because, my mother didn't come for me. She doesn't love me anymore." I said in between sobs. If my mom doesn't care for me then why does he? I wondered.

"Layla she does love you. Trust me. She does!" he said as he embraced my petite body.

"No she do not! Because if she loved me she would've came when I called for her. She left me for dead. Do you understand that? She don't give a damn about me. No one does, except for my dad and he's dead! She don't give a damn about me losing my innocence. It seems like that's the only thing I have left. All I have is myself. I've never did any wrong to anyone and I get treated like shit. I'm fucking tired of it all. I give up. if i die today, then I think ill be happy. Atleast i'll be with my father." I shouted. My feelings we're all over the place. I felt distructed. I honestly just wanted to give up on life right now because I could truly give two fucks less.

"You got me and im sorry for your lost, i understand where your coming from about losing a loved one Mario said. "Huh?" confused on why he just said, i got him. "You said all you have is yourself." I honestly dont remember half of the shit I said. It surprised me that he was actually listening. "Mario." I said in a soft tone. "Whats up ma?" I hated when he reffered to me as ma. I feel like thats the name that these niggas be calling these females who dont have much respect for his self. But i just shrugged it off because i really wasnt in the mood to correct him. "Why do you front like you care about me?" i wondered. "For one, I dont front like I care about you because i do care about you. There's no catch to it. Your unique in your own way. You dont take no shit. I can see where your heart is. Your just a lonely girl thats lost in this big old world with no one to help guide you in the right direction. But Layla to tell you the truth, I got mad feelings for you, I know its early as hell but its the truth. Dont think that just because i didnt say anything in class or just because you didnt see me around school that i didnt watch you and start forming feelings for you. No stalker shit though. He stated. Honestly, in my mind i was second thinking what about he said. But now I believe him, for some reason. I couldnt help but chuckle at the last part. "oh shit now, i done made her crack a smile." he joked.

"Boy shut up." I said while sucking up my sniffles. "But Thank you for being here for me. Your the first one,well besides my father. Seems like every since my dad died, I have no one. But Thank you." I said.

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