Super Junior One-shot

Shindong, Sungmin, EunSiHae Enlistment

The pain of sending the members to the army camp never changes. 

It always feels as if it was the first time I was doing this.

When I started to become a fan of the Korean Music Industry, I knew that this day will come.

I just didnt expect it to come this soon. It still feels as if Im just watching them perform sorry sorry back in 2009. 

It still feels like the very first time and now, almost all our oppas are reaching their 30s and majority of them had completed their army service. 2 more members and all this pain of sending them for enlistment will be over. After that, we have to face another heartbreak and that's marriage.

Losing one member is already painful but having 5 of them in the army, that sucks. 

It still feels new that our little sungmin is already married and now he's gone too. 

I drifted apart from the oppas. Ive been a bad elf because I left them for 2 years. I didnt have any update regarding them except Sungmin's marriage. I feel bad and now when I suddenly returned, My oppa is now in the army.

I should have prepared myself for this since oppa is not getting younger. I love oppa and I want oppa to fulfill his duties.

he may have given us his full permission to cheat on him but no matter what happen, I will remain in oppas side. I will never leave him just like those elfs who promised to be with them until the word forever reaches its ending. I will never leave him for younger, more handsome and newly debuted boygroup. I will remain by his side until my very last breath. I dont care if it means cheering for them when they are already a ballad group (since they cant dance anymore). 

I will always be with them because I am proud to be a part of the Sapphire Blue Family called ELF.

Ive been with Suju for more than 7 years and I promised that I will wait for another 2 just to see the smile of my King of Dance again. 

I love you Eunhyuk oppa but I love Lee Hyukjae even more. 

I will wait until Suju's King of Dance returns.

But until then, 

I will remain faithful and loyal to oppa (even if sometimes I cheered for another group)

-Nix.