Super Junior One-shot

10. Hold Me Tighter

"Oppa, Kajima" I tried to beg him

"You know that I can't do anything about it" He replied defeated.

"Oppa, please? One more year? Im not yet ready to let you go" I silently cried

"You'll never be ready for me to leave jagi. If I postponed this next year, I know you'll ask me to stay again."

"Ani, Oppa. One more year please?"

"Mianhae Jagi. I really have to go. Its my duty as a man from this country to serve in the military camp"

"I know that oppa but can you blame me? Every year I have to experience the pain of sending another one of you in the army. Do you know how much it will hurt me again?"

"I know jagi. When I leave, you still have the hyungs and the maknaes. Im sure they'll still perform on stage and just like that you will never even notice Ive been gone for 2 years."

"Oppa."

"Uljima. Oppa wants to cry everytime I see you cry"

"Oppa, I really cant change your mind?"

He smiled sadly before shaking his head. I cant help but sigh.

"I promise oppa, once the 2 years is over, Ill still be here. Ill wait for you to come home. Once your service is over, I will come to you and hug you as tight as I can. Ill never let you go again oppa."

"Thank you for being loyal to me. While oppa is gone can you promise me something?"

I nodded my head.

"You can look at other boys. You can cheer for them, You can even love them but promise me that the moment oppa comes back, You'll return to me. Arraso? You can cheat on oppa for 2 years but after that, Youre mine again."

"I promise. I might look at other boys but my heart belongs to oppa only. No matter what happen, Im yours oppa"

"Mianhae Jagi for having to leave you for such a long time"

"I understand oppa. Saranghae"

"Nado, Saranghae" He said with tears almost falling from his eyes

"You held me tight when we were just starting. You never let me go no matter what happened in my career. Now its my turn to hold your hand tighter. Ill never let you go. Oppa may not say it to you open but thank you for always being there for me. There is no 'end' In our love story, its only an 'and'. Wait for me, please?" he begged

I nodded with everything that I had.

I watched as he packed all of his important clothing.

Oppa and I has been together for more than 10 years. Ive been with him since his predebut and Im still here even after all this years.

I love oppa no matter what the people say.

I love him even if many people told me he wasn't good looking.

I love him even if many fans bashes him because he is close with girls from a popular girlgroup.

I love him basically because he withstands all the criticisms thrown in his way and he uses them to be a better person and also a better performer on stage.

I looked at him from a far as he took his final appearance in a long while.

He stood there smiling bravely even though I know he's nervous.

He lifted his hand and offer a salute to all of us while he was fighting his tears as well.

His hyung helped him because he knew how painful it is to say goodbye to all the people who once supported them.

It didn't took him long until his tears fell from his precious eyes.

The strong Lee Hyukjae finally broke down and cry making all of us cry.

"Saranghaeyo Lee Hyukjae. We will wait for you Lee Hyukjae"

Lee Hyukjae He smiled sadly as his real name was uttered. It has been a while since he last heard someone call him Hyukjae and not eunhyuk. He's been Eunhyuk for more than 10 years now that he has forgotten who Lee Hyukjae is and that he still exists.

"Kamsahamnida Elf. Please wait for me"

I nodded at him and smiled.

"Ne oppa, Your elf will always be here for you." I said smiling with tears proudly falling from my eyes.

His hyung wiped his tears before he waved for the last time and entered the camp.

2 years is a short time for an ELF who is willing to wait for his return.

I'll wait for you Lee Hyukjae oppa.

Kamsahamnida for making us laugh, smile and dance for more than 10 years.

You may have given us the permission to cheat on you, but my heart remains loyal to you and you alone.

Ill wait for you to come back.

I promise.

-Jewel&ELF