Super Junior One-shot

02. Angel without wings (Park Jung-soo)

Hey guys! 2nd installment sa 15 na One shots ko about my Boys, Super Junior :) 

This is for all the Elf's who adore and appreciate the one and only Leader of Super Junior, Park Jung-soo.

How can I describe how much I love this guy using only one sentence?

It seems impossible because the love I have for him is immeasurable.

I love him and he loves me

but why can't we be together? 

Not now atleast.

"Do you really have to leave?"

"Angel... You know that it is our duty as men to go to the military"

"Jungsoo"

"Angel Kim, You can't do anything. As much as I wanted to stay here, I have to do this because frankly, Im not getting any younger."

"So what are you assuming?"

"I was just thinking that maybe You should move on. Without me"

"What nonsense are you speaking Leeteuk? Why are you doing this to me?"

"I cant tie you up into commitment. I love you Angel but I will be gone for a long time. A lot can happen in 2 years."  He held my hand.

I'm Angel Kim, This guy here is my boyfriend, Leeteuk.

I dont get his logic why he is like this. 

WHy do he have to let go of me.

"Why? What are you afraid of?"

"Im not afraid of anything. I just wanted you to be happy."

"I am happy. I am happy because you are here with me. Jungsoo can you hear what youre saying?"

"I am afraid that after 2 years, I would lose everything I have worked hard for.  The fame, the fans, the guys and most especially, You"

"Then why are you saying this? You will never lose your fame, your fans, the guys adn especially, ME. I love you too much to let you go"

Subconsciously, tears fell from my eyes. 

"I wanted you to be happy without me my love. Im setting you free" He held my hand and right there, I felt tears falling from his precious eyes as well/

"Youre breaking up with me?"

He didnt answer me, he just kiss my hand and left silently.

It has been a few weeks since that happen.

They already released their new album called, SPY

I was there watching from the back. 

I might act like an obssessed fan but still I love this guy in front of me.

The reporter ask him something but I wasnt able to hear it.

"I am considering marrying someone." Came his answer. All the girls scream but my eyes swelled with tears. So this is the reason why he broke up with me? because he wanted to marry other girls.

"Frankly, I'm going to be away for many years, Im afraid to lose all of you the ELFS, also I am afraid that when I go back Suju wont welcome me back. I have a lot of insecurities but a girl told me all of this things wont disappear especially her. I would marry the girl that can wait for me till I come back. And I hope this girl would still be there to accept me with open arms"

"SARANGHAE OPPA!" The fans in the venue shouted while he smiled.

"I composed this song the night I set her free. I know you're here right now, I hope youre listening to every bit of the lyrics. I love you so much My Angel... Wait for me. This is for you"