Super Junior One-shot

08. All my life (Kim Ryeowook)

Important Authors Note at the bottom,

Main Character --------->

He was a kingka in our school.

He was a part of a what you call the music/chorale.

He has a wonderful eyes, soothing voice and relaxing aura.

I just take a quick glance at him and Im already in the verge of losing my sanity.

He was Kim Ryeowook.

I was simply a nerd.

A nerd who's only contentment was to look at him from a far. 

"Yah! You babo!  Watch where you are going!" One of the Queen Bitch yelled at me

"Mianhe..."  Crowd gathered around us just in time to witness another one of my embarrassing moments with the Queen Bitch Herself, Lee Jieun.

"Seki! You already ruined my day. AHHHH get her out of my face" Jieun's friends grabbed my neck and threw me to the brick wall near our cafeteria.

I cried silently as they all laughed at me.

I have once again became a laughing stock of the school.

I wiped my tears before getting up and leave. 

I went to the only place that I know I will be able to find comfort and peace.

This place has been the witness of all the tears that I shed.

I grabbed the guitar beside me and started to strum.

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

When I feel that I’m getting tired of looking me exhausted

I want to give all my dreams I’ve kept hard

Every time I feel that I’m lacking in many things more than I have

I lost strength in my legs and drop down

>I let the tears stream down my face. I dont care about anything anymore. I know that nobody will even care<

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up

I hope the warm sunshine dries these tears

Everyday I hold out comforting myself “it’ll be alright”

But it makes me afraid little by little

I tell myself to believe in myself, but I don’t

Now I don’t know how longer I can hold out

But wait it’ll come

Although the night is long, the sun comes up

Someday my painful heart will get well

I hope it helps me now

I hope the God will help me

I don’t have enough confidence more and more to overcome myself

>I just wish everything will be okay. I really dont like to be living like this anymore.<

I hope this tears will stop running someday

Someday after this darkness clear up