Twisted

Chapter 4 Pride

This chapter would be divide, a part for Bliss and a part for Stephen. Enjoy!
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Bliss's P.O.V
I wake up earlier than expected, I kept tossing and turning with so many things going through my head. It was nearly 6:00am when checked my phone, and I went online to check a few emails and messages from the night before. I sat there, tierd of thinking, tierd of rampaging up and about in my head. I thought of how soon we would all be going our seperate ways to different colleges. I thought about the feeling of leaving my twin, my best friends, my home. I thought about Stephen, how difficult, broken and complicated he was. And I thought deeply of how I could still be madly in love with him.
I was fed up, so I got out of bed, freshened up and decided to go for a jog to clear my head. The sun was not yet out but would be in a few minutes. So I ran fast and hard, until it felt like my heart would burst out of my chest. Slowing down I could see the sun rising, that beautiful golden color, that warmth and how everything suddenly looked alive. After watching nature,  I walked home  slowly, listening to Angel Haze and counting my foot steps.
Mom was up, she was making breakfast in the kitchen. Dad was taking a shower and Brian was still asleep.
'How was the party sweetie?!' My mom asked as I searched the figure for some pineapple juice.
'Great! Nathan n Stephen was there.' I replied.
'Oh! That's nice. The jet leaves at 11am so wake your brother up, I'll be driving you there.' She said. My dad came down before I had time to escape,
'Morning princess,' he said as he kissed my forehead.
'Hi dad!' I said and rushed upstairs.
I knocked on Brian's door 3 times before he unlocked it.
'What?!' He asked looking frustrated.
'Get up! We're leaving at 10!' I replied. He was stunned and quickly shut the door. I went to my room and sat on the window and lit a cigarette, I knew after that morning run, it would feel smoothly gliding down my thoart. I sat for at least 10 minutes be for my phone rang. Lexie's picture popped up and I quickly answered.
'Hey, are you sleeping?!' She asked
'Ofcourse not, what's up?!' I answered.
'You wouldn't believe what happened last night.' She said
'You little devil!' I added.
'Bliss would stop being sexual, Nathan's a virgin and he is willing to keep it that way until we're both ready.' She said
'What?! Unbelievable!' I answered
'I know!' She squealed into the phone then started telling me exactly how it happened. She told me how Stephen could stop mentioning my name on the whole ride according to Nathan.. We spoke for a few more minutes then we hung up so that we could go and get ready.
I took a long cold shower, and thought of the day Stephen had kissed me and what he said about me being his weaknes.
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Stephen's P.O.V
She doesn't understand, she's so stubborn n I love that about her. The night before I couldnt wait to see her, and when I finally did, I simply wanted to wrap her in my arms and neva let go. She looked beautiful and sexy, and I wanted to rip that dress off of her. We spent the whole night together and it was like magic at 1st..but she refused to kiss me. Was the feelings she once had for me gone? Was the fire of longing for me put out inside of her?!
My feelings where bombarded for her, I long for her touch, her smell, her presence. She brought out my fears and my weakest parts. And I couldn't understand why.
I wished to explain to her everything that has been going on. But I don't want to burden her. My parents split, my mom's fighting cancer and my ex girlfriends  pregnant for me. A daily hassle, but I'd never give up. It was difficult, remembering the things I did whenever am with her. She completes me but if I tell her she will just run away.
Bliss was everything I looked for in a girl. She was perfect in her own way. She's had the smile of an angel, she was smart and she had a good heart. She always always saw the good in people, in me!
Why was it so hard to let her in?! I knew I loved her and that was no mystery...I have always been in love with her. Seen the first day I saw her pouncing up n down by her fathers side, her pony tails wiggling. She was my everything, and now that I have her back for a while, I had to make sure that she stayed mine. Forever.
All these thoughts were blowing up in my head as I layed on my bed, facing the ceiling. Early, I had been with her...and time paused n that moment was perfect. I wanted to tell, I thought of a million ways to tell her everything. But I can't, I can't let her see what she does to me, I can't show her how weak I am. What if she uses me and destroys me?! But then again, Bliss would never.
I knew I had to go meet all the guys at the airport soon, my suitcases were already on the islands with mom. She needed this holiday, I don't know if its going to be her last, but we're going to make it memorable.
Nathan was fast asleep on the other bed, we rented a motel for the night since we attended Charles party the other night. I knew we could have crashed at the Desais, but I don't know if I could have managed being in that house with her, but not being close to her.
'Nathan!' I said throwing a pillow at his head.
'Hmmm' he said sleepily.
'Get up, we have to leave soon.' I replied. 'Nathan!' I shouted as I got to the bathroom.
'I'm up, I'm up!' He said after falling on the floor.
I got into the shower, and let the water soak in...my head it drifted back to her, I swore I was going to win her heart this time. I hope my temper and pride won't get the best of me! And that Danny guy, he better lay off 'my girl'!