Our Dirty Little Secret(Editing)

Chapter 20

He's right Adrian you should listen to him. Shut up stupid brain. "Ray, you're right but.." I looked away

"But what? You can talk to me." He looked at me concerned.

"I'm nervous about getting into a relationship right now because of you know who." I looked down.

"Don't sweat over him I'll take care of you now." He grabbed my hand.

"Can we just talk about it later on? I just need to get my mind together I'll have a straight forward answer for you."

"Sure it's up to you.." He sounded disappointed, I felt bad so I grabbed his hand and he rubbed my knuckles with his thumb.

"Don't be like that." I looked at him

"Like what.?" He asked sadly

"I feel like I broke your heart, I didn't say no but I didn't say yes. I just asked if we could talk later on about everything so I'll have my thoughts together and my feelings."

"I understand its just i-" I cut him off by smashing my lips into his, I put my hand on the side of his face and he kissed me back. I just wanted to show Ray I'm thankful for what he's doing for me he's so sweet, nice, kind hearted, and his lips were so soft. He kissed me passionately and didn't stop or plan to either, I don't know if I'm making a bad decision or not I feel like I'm not but I don't know. Ray stuck his tongue into my mouth, wake up, I kissed him back adding more force, wake up, "Ray, I want you."

"If you're ready then you know what to do." He groaned.

"What do I do?" I licked his neck rubbing up his chest.

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"Adrian wake up." Ray woke me up.

"Hmm?" I moaned.

"Its time to get up, what was your dreaming about?"

"Wait, what happened last night?" I sat up confused.

"Well we was playing truth or dare me you and Dee, she bought out a bottle and you drank a lot."

"No I didn't, I remember taking a small drink"

"Well you drank a lottt and then you was sitting on the edge of the bed saying that he broke you, so I stayed in here with you and we fell asleep together."

"Ohhhh..." Good I guess? So nothing that I thought happened did happen. Thank you all mighty God

"What was you dreaming about?"

"Oh nothing" I moved away from him, shit my head hurts like a bitch. I got up and went to brush my teeth when I just needed to throw up, Ray came and patted my back. "Ugh never again for a while am I gonna drink." I moaned out, I got up and brushed my teeth Ray kept his hands on my waist. "Hey if you wanna keep those I advise you back up." I warned.

"What if I don't, I dare you too." He growled back.

"I would but my head hurts soooo maybe another time, move ya hands." I warned and spit out the toothpaste. He moved away and walked out the room closing the door, I poked my head out the bathroom to make sure he was really gone. "Oh dear Jesus what's going on with me" I sighed. I went back in the room and laid back down, Dee came back in and sat next to me. "How you feeling?"