For the first time

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I looked into the mirror, tugging my long hair into a high pony tail. (E/C) eyes staring back at me. This is my second mission, I'm nervous. As expected, I sighed looking back to my bed. Wanting nothing more than to crawl back inside my warm blankets. I pulled my skin tight black jeans up my legs. Then put on my white long sleeve shirt with my brown combat boots, laced up my ankles. I took one more glance into the mirror before walking out of the room.

I met Poe near the ship. He was waiting patiently, checking controls and making sure everything was in perfect condition to get us to the First Order then back home safely.

"Everything look okay?" I asked nervously. He nodded his head, flashing me a smile.

"Calm down (y/n). We'll be just fine. Remember in and out. It's a simple mission, Leia wouldn't have given you the task if she didn't know you could do it"

I smiled, "Thanks Poe. I think I needed that"

"Anytime kid" he said, climbing into the pilots seat.

I followed behind him, getting into the co pilots seat. Everything will be okay, I reminded myself. Poe started the engine and we flew off. I dosed off a few times, catching some sleep because frankly I haven't slept much. Absolutely terrified of coming on this mission. I don't know what is so different this time but something feels off and I just know this isn't gonna go as planned. As we landed in a secluded area, I took in the surroundings. Snow, everywhere.

"It's beautiful.." I whispered.

Poe nodded In agreement. Who knew such an evil place could hold so much beauty. I stepped out of the ship, turning to Poe.

"Alright, let's go over this one more time" I said.

Poe laughed, "We've been over it already.. twice. Just on this trip"

"I know, I know. I'm sorry, I'm just scared. I guess.. Kylo just kind of messes with my head." I admitted.

"Well try not to think about it that much. You won't even see him." He reassured me.

I nodded, grabbing my blaster. Holding it out in front of me as me and Poe made our way closer to the base. I really wish I would've worn more clothes, it's alot colder than I imagined. We inched closer and closer and I started to relax. I've got this. I've just got to get into the room, let Rey out and get out of there. Bring her home safely. We got in easily, the plan going smoothly. I moved down the long hallway, looking into each prisoner cell. Soon I found hers, I looked down at the pannel. It needed a pass code. I looked to Poe. He read the numbers out to me "1 3 7 8" I typed in the numbers. It made a small beep noise in activation. I quickly made my way into the room, smiling at Rey.

"Hey" I whispered, quickly undoing her restraints. She got out of the chair, rubbing her wrists.

"God, I'm so happy to see you guys" she said pulling me into a quick hug.

I nodded, "Me too. Now let's get out of here"

I handed her a blaster and we ran out of there. Poe in front, Rey then me. Footsteps sounded from behind us and they were heavy. I knew exactly who they belonged to. Rey tripped, bringing me down with her. I landed with a thud, definitely hurting my ankle. I stood up, trying to limp my way after them. Poe could only help one of us, and it sure wasn't gonna be me because then we came here for no reason.

"Help her!!!" I shouted. He looked at me, shocked.

"I'll be okay" I said, I could see the fear written all over his face. He was scared for me. I turned around, looking straight up to see exactly what I feared the most, Kylo Ren. In his dark robes and mask that could give anyone nightmares.

"Brave girl" he chuckled darkly. He brought his hand up, caressing my cheek. Then with a wave of his hand, I was collapsing in his arms. Unconscious for sure.

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Pounding.. My head is pounding. My ankle throbbing and I lifted my head to look around. A empty room, except the chair in front of me. But it was empty as well. The door to my right opened, and in walked the devil himself. A glare plastered my face.

"What did you do to me?" I shouted. He paced around the chair I was seated in, then sat in front of me. I raised my eyebrows, waiting for an answer.

"I ask the questions, darling" he said. I rolled my eyes at the nickname he gave me.

"What's your name?" He asked impatiently, his voice sounded almost robot like.

"(Y/n)" I replied, ignoring the hint of rage in his voice.

"You came here and risked your own life for a girl.. why?"

"Because she's one of my people, I don't forget about my people. But it's not like you would know" I said. I could feel the room get tense, I was pushing his buttons. I could feel it, the rage and fury rolling off of him like waves.

"I really don't want to hurt you, but I will if I have too" he said semi calmly but I knew if I said one more thing, I would push him over the edge.

"What's stopping you in the first place?" I asked, now somewhat curious.

"You remind me of someone I use to know.." he trailed off, getting distracted.

"Perhaps my sister?" I said, raising an eyebrow at him. I fear him, not because of a silly reason but he use to know my sister. They were best friends, went off and trained together with Luke. But he killed her, then betrayed Luke.

"Your sister? That's not possible." He said. He reached up, removing his helmet. Revealing a handsome young man. Someone I was not expecting. I didn't know what he looked like or what I thought he would have looked like but I didn't think he would be remotely attractive.

"Oh but it very much is possible. My older sister was Vera. You took her from me." I said, sadness evident in my voice.

He shook his head, not truly believing it. He stood in front of me, undoing the restraints on my arms and legs.

I furrowed my eyebrows, "What are you doing?" I asked as I stood up from the chair.

"I made the biggest mistake killing your sister, and I don't think I could live with myself if I killed my bestfriends younger sister too. I regret it every second, if that counts for anything" he said, Brown eyes looking into mine.

"It does, thank you" I whispered. He nodded and I did the unexpected. Reached up and wrapped my arms around his neck, he hesitated at first but then hugged me back. Then he pulled away abruptly.

"Okay, now get out of here before I change my mind" he said somewhat forcefully but at the same time still soft.

I laughed backing out of the room, "I'm afraid this won't be the last of me"

I saw the man smile and mutter something under his breath, not really being able to hear it. But he whispered "I hope not"

The part two for Join me will be coming soon (: thanks for reading!!!

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