Prostitutes,Money And Love

Chapter 8 /Heartbreaks and Kittis turning into Cats/

I've been thinking a lot about what Jin said. If Yoongi likes me and well I obviously like him back,if I confess,won't it end well? I know Hyuk likes him and he's well my closest friend since Hyuk doesn't count. Yeah,I'm pretty much a loner if not for Yoongi. He's the only thing I have but I'm not the only thing he has;there are 6 dorks waiting for him.

After having an intense debate with myself while showering,I decided to confess. Jin never lies and I really don't want to push and pull with him. It's getting nowhere. I don't want to graduate with regrets just because I didn't find the courage to confess. He likes me so what can go wrong?

I came really earlier without waiting for Hyuk since he has a ride from Hongbin. It was just the pure excitement of it. I was fantasizing on the bus here. When he accepts me,will we go on a date after school? Will we hold hands? Will we...kekeke kiss? Oh my,I'm giggling like a crazy pedo fangirl.

And it happened...with another girl.

I froze as I saw Yoongi hand in hand with Soyeon. Soyeon,the girl Yoongi was dating during the first few weeks of school,even before we became friends. So that's what Jin meant. He was slowly slipping away from me and I was too late. Soyeon tucked a strand of hair behind her ear,giggling as Yoongi showed off his cute smile. My heart shattered at that scene. How I wish that could be me.

"Hy-Hyun?"Yoongi gasped as he caught sight of me. He immediately let go of Soyeon's hand. What's the point,Yoongi? Eyes threatened to fall,blurring my vision.

"Congratulations."I whispered with a crooked smile and ran away,wiping my tears with my jacket.

"HYUN!"I heard Yoongi shout and I ran faster. Please...please just leave me alone. Please...

"What the fuck?"someone said as I bumped into him,dragging him down onto the floor.

"S-sorry."I muttered and got up,dusting my uniform. Jinyoung? Oh no. "I'm sorry. I'll go now."I said and was prepared to flee in case Yoongi was still chasing. I don't dare look back because I'll break.

"Why are you crying?"he asked and I wiped my tears away hurriedly.

"I'm not. Thanks for your concern."I said curtly and ran off. I don't want to see anybody especially anyone from BTS and Got7.

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I avoided everyone that day. I skipped all my classes with Yoongi by spending it locked in a toilet cubicle,crying. I had a few phone calls from him but that was it. I remember when I was sick,he didn't just call me. He texted me,skyped me and even volunteered to help me take notes.

Jaebum made it worse of course,by calling me extra emo today. He was right because I was fucking depressed.

Even after a day,my eyes were still swollen and I'm still sad. I should have told him. It didn't need to be one-to-one. I could have just called him or something but it's too late now. He's with Soyeon already.

The worse thing is that I have to face the kids today. Mrs.Im left early today because of an emergency meeting and I was told to come earlier. It was 8 and practically no one was awake.

I heard giggles from the room outside and raised a brow. Are the children already awake? I traced the source of the sound and stood in front of the bathroom upstairs. Do I hear a guy's voice?? I'm pretty sure that's not Jaebum's because I can recognise his annoying voice anytime.

I opened the door,revealing a frozen KittiB and some random dude that looked 3 years older.

I raised a brow in horror. What is this? "KittiB,care to explain why there is a boy in the toilet with you?"I demanded in a strict tone.

"I thought you said she was cool."the boy grunted.

"What's your name,boy?"I asked with a demanding look.

He rolled his eyes. "John."

"Well...John. Nice to meet you."I said sarcastically. "Get out. I'm reporting this to your mum."

"DON'T,"KittiB screamed and grabbed onto my arm,sinking her long fingernails into my skin. For gosh's sake,I told her to trim it one week ago! "We really like each other. Don't tell mum or we'll have to leave each other."

"KittiB,you're 12. T-W-E-L-V-E. You don't know anything about love. It's just infatuation. It's gonna hurt you sooner or later."I said in the nicest way possible.

"What would you know about love? I bet you're a virgin to dating."she scoffed.

I rolled my eyes. "You don't know me. Whether it's love or infatuation,it has its good and bad and let me tell you,the bad part fucking sucks."

"Well me and John are in the good part."she retorted.

I want to pull my hair out. "You guys aren't going to last! Love doesn't exist because the timing is always wrong. It always ends bad and you'll be left with memories that only you treasure while he was holding someone's hand and you're full of regret and you cry to sleep and your eyes are swollen and you keep thinking about how different things would be if you had done the right thing!"

The two teenagers stared at me,the boy annoyed and KittiB in disbelief.

"You."I said and pointed to John. "Get out of here. And you."I pointed to KittiB."You are going to be punished."

"Jaebum doesn't even care so just leave us alone!"

"JAEBUM KNOWS ABOUT THIS?!"