Life is a cycle. You eat,you sleep then you repeat. But in my case,no matter how hard I try to avoid him,it's useless because he sits right next to me for lessons. It was extra awkward and a tense air hung upon the room,or maybe it's just both of us. We had indirectly confessed to each other. Part of me is happy that my feelings for him are returned and that BTS was telling me the truth but the other part of me is hesitant. Why? Why didn't we do this from before? He's with Soyeon and I'm with Mark,we can't possibly ditch both of them,can we? The only thing I can do is wait it out. Maybe you think it's stupid but I'm unsure of my feelings for him. He has a significant place in my heart but I doubt if it's because of love.
The bell rang and I started packing my bag. Approaching was Mark...with a Soyeon. I looked at her knowingly. Was she really meaning it when she was going to steal everyone I loved?
She ignored me and went straight to Yoongi while Mark came to me. "Lunch?"
"Yeah."I replied.
"Hey Hyun,"Soyeon called and I mentally rolled my eyes. "Cherish your boyfriend. You don't know when you'll lose him."she smiled sinistically,a hidden meaning behind her words carefully laced with venom.
Your boyfriend doesn't even like you,you bitch. I shoved my middle finger in her face before dragging Mark away. "She's such a bitch."I spat.
"What? Why?"Mark questioned,confused.
I scoffed. "She told me she's coming after you."
"Me? For what?"
"To destroy my life. Don't fall for her tricks,please."I sighed.
"Yes,ma'am."he replied and saluted me. I shaked my head in amusement and smiled.
"Thanks for that night by the way."I said.
He raised a brow. "What night?"
"You know...when you saved me from Yoongi."
"I...didn't...do...that?"he said with a questioning tone,raising an octave with every word.
"Wait it isn't you?"I furrowed my eyebrows. "But you found my bracelet."
"I did but I wasn't the one with you..."his voice trailed off. "But was Yoongi trying to hurt you anything because I can-"
"He didn't."I stated. "I just didn't want to talk to him that night."
He calmed down and nodded his head. We walked down the hall,Mark scrolling through his feed and me in deep thought. If it wasn't Mark,who would it be? I mean,that guy is kind of nice,I guess.
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If it was any other guy,people would think we were doing something sneaky but it was not just any guy. It's Jinyoung. The one people think is gay or just hates girls a lot.
Yup...it's Jinyoung.
He glared at the people crowded outside before drawing the blinds and turning to me.
"What do you want?"I asked,acting strong but in actual fact,I was terrified.
"Look,no need to be nervous. I just wanted to tell you something."he clarified,pointing to my arms which were red form my own pinching. I immediately let loose of my arms,embarrassed.
"What do you want?"I repeated and looked at the watch. 5 minutes before the next class. It better be quick.
"So...um,remember-oh gosh how do I phrase this,"he stammered,thoroughly annoyed with himself. "Remember that girl you saw the last time. The one I chased away."
I nodded,trying to collect the scraps of memories and putting them together.
"Well she was a student here."he paused. No wonder she looked familiar. "I...liked her. I chased after her and we had a thing between us but it was never official or anything. We didn't even date but we both knew about each other's feelings. But,I found out that Yugyeom liked her too. It was complicated and he started chasing after her too,without knowing about our little thing. So,I foolishly let her go. I made way for Yugyeom since I felt that he would treat her much better. I'm not the type to shower her with hugs and kisses. She knew about it and dated Yugyeom in spite."
I gasped. Jinyoung liked a girl...but his close friend like her too and he actually gave her up?
"Why would you do that?!"
"I'm stupid,I know. I let her go and she did that but things weren't working out and it was frustrating for us. She gave up and transferred to another school,breaking Yugyeom's heart. So because of my mistake,I hurt two people. I regret it now but I can't turn back now."
"But she looked for you that day-"
"I can't do that to a friend. I can't date her again because Yugyeom is still my friend."he explained. Great friend but a bad lover. Between friendship and love is a fucking problem.
"Is that why you shut all girls out?"I asked and he nodded. "But why are you even telling me this? You want me to talk to the girl or Yugyeom or what?"
"What I'm trying to say is : This is the result of a love triangle. Someone always gets hurt. But it hurts more when it drags longer. So if you don't want to hurt anyone,just make it clear as soon as possible."
I sighed. "I know I'm hurting Mark now but I have to settle things with Yoongi first. It's problematic with Yoongi and I have no idea what to do or who to choose or to even choose anyone!"I said,running a hand down my hair.
"It's not just Yoongi and Mark anymore. You're actually quite a charm,attracting 3 boys who are head over heels for you. Without trying much even."
"What do you mean it's not just them anymore?"I grabbed his shoulders. Crap,I touched him. He gave me a weird looks and flicked off my hands. Never touch the boy who looks like he's planning to destroy your life. Especially when he hates girls.
"Whether or not it's 3 people or 2 or 100,what you have to do is to make a decision and spare everyone from the pain. I don't want my friends to be in pain."he stated and stared at me intimidatingly before unlocking the door and walking out,rendering me speechless.
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