Dolan twin imagines/preferences

His brother doesnt like you-E

I was standing in my shower, letting the water drip over me. I had already struggled to wash my body which I hated, and combed my ugly brown hair. I stood there thinking. Thinking about everything, life, school, my almost non existent social life, and my boyfriend. Ethan Dolan. Gosh I loved him. I couldn't believe he actually wanted to date me! ME! A twitchy weirdo with almost no friends. I had a hard time talking to new people, once I tried to join the volley ball team at school, it didn't go well. they said that I lived in a fantasy world and I was crazy for thinking that I would ever be good at it.

I ran my hands over my imperfect body, I wasn't very tall, about 5'1. so all my weight went to my hips. I thought I was so ugly, but Ethan called me beautiful all the time, like it was my name. That always made me feel better about myself. When I would get made fun of at school for being a twitchy in class, I would have panic attacks and hold my head in my hands as everyone laughed at me. The teacher would soon send me to the nurse who would sometimes send me home. They all know my problem. I have schizophrenia, but Ethan acts like I am the most perfect girl in the world.

I was still in the shower looking at my hands and picking at my now soft nails, when I hear my door open. My mom peeked her head in my bathroom door.

"Emma, Ethan is here baby" she said quietly, not to startle me I guess. My mom was always so overprotective of me.

"Okay, I'll be out in a second" I said grabbing a towel and turning off the water.

I got dressed and braided my wet hair so it would frizz out.

I put on one of Ethan's sweatshirts that was like a dress on me, with some comfy leggings.

I slowly walked down stairs to see Ethan standing there talking to my mom.
"Well your always welcome here ethan" I heard my mom say.  They both turned around and looked at me.

"Oh, and there she is, you guys have fun" my mom said putting a hand on Ethan's shoulder before walking away.

"Hi Ethan" I said walking towards him.

"Hi beautiful" he said taking my hand and kissing it. I giggled at him and hugged him tightly.

"You wanna come over?" He whispered in my ear.

I looked at him and nodded in my head, smiling at him widely.

He gently took me out the door and we drove to his house. When we got to the door, he stopped me and took both my hands.

"Grayson is in there, and he has a couple of our friends over. But they are playing video games downstairs and we can watch a movie upstairs okay?" He asked gently.

"That's fine, I know gray doesn't like me anyways. And his friends aren't much better" I said looking down.

"They will leave us alone, and if they don't, I'll take care of it" he said winking at me.

We walked inside and went into the kitchen to make some popcorn. I walked over and stood by the cups.

"Can I get some water Ethan?" I asked sheepishly.

"You don't have to ask baby, make yourself at home" he said smiling at me. I gave him a weak smile back and gently took a glass and filed it up with water.

I was still turned around when I felt Ethan behind me. I could feel his breath on my neck. He had to bring his face low to get to my neck, he was towering over me. His hands went oh my hips and pulled me close to him.

"Have I told you how beautiful you look today?" He said moving my hair out of the way and putting his lips on my neck.

"Yes" I said quietly. He turned me around so I was facing him. I put my hands on his chest and he pulled me up to his face level. I was on my tip toes to get up to his lips. He brought his face down to mine and kissed me softly. I melted at his lips on mine, I put my hands around his neck for balance as I was almost all the way off the ground now. Jus as Ethan was about to kiss me again, we heard laughing coming up the stairs behind us.