Unforgettable love

Chapter 12

'...Jai?' I spoke

' yes my beautiful.' The boy replied

I soon realised what I was signing up to and thought again. Looking into thin air I tried to imagine my life without him let alone being with him for only one month. I wish I didn't agree to this, All this was mayhem and would lead me to wake up at 6 pm and watch Netflix days on end. Thinking I would end up with Jai was stupid, the thought of it was unnecessary. However he had the right to know, I wasn't ready!

'*YN*?!' Jai shouted

' Sorry I just um I.' I stuttered

' you...?' 

' I just wanted to tell you that you mean the world to me and I love you!' I quickly replied, I meant what I said and I wouldn't take it back for the world.

Jai looked relieved, which was abnormal because I wanted him to know all along I had feelings for him,

' I love you to *YN* so so so much I hope you know that, you don't even mean the world to me because you are my world!' he replied,

I've never been so happy in my life, did love  come and go or was this love showing its true identity. I wanted Jai and I would make it my life's mission for him to enter my life and never leave. This is what I wanted! Turning my head, Jai came closer and placed his hand on my thigh slowly looking up into my eyes he positioned his hand onto my face. He gently rubbed is thumb against my cheek and he came closer and planted a kiss on my lips. I tilted my head as he began to enter my mouth. LUKE. Why does he intrude my mind every time I'm with Jai? Intermittently. Its like Luke is trying to tell me that he knows that I'm hurting but I'm disobeying him! I wasn't kissing Jai back at this moment so he backed away and set his eyes on mine,

'Are you okay?!' He inquired,

'yes, I'm with you!' I replied

He grabbed my hands and said,

' Tell me if you don't want this, tell me if you are hurting, tell me *YN* if you feel pressurised because 
I will stand by you throughout everything' he reminded me

It's funny because I'm trying with all the energy inside me to not fall for this boy but I've already fallen for him!

' Jai you are my everything and I here by announce I will keep nothing but food from you!'

He chucked at my statement 

. . .

6 hours later-

7:47 pm-I wake up as darkness surrounds the atmosphere, I couldn't really remember falling asleep or my day earlier on. I grabbed the nearest device which so happened to be Jai's Cell. The boy was sleeping right beside me and was soon bustling at my movements. Pulling me back into his arms Jai let out a huge yawn, to be completely honest I thought someone was screaming so I jumped a little. I gently pushed him back down as he twisted back in to his original position. 

A few minutes passed and so I decided to have a shower to freshen up. Slowly climbing out of the bed not to wake up Jai, I pulled a towel out of the drawer and tip toed towards the bathroom. I ran on the hot water and began to gather my personal belongings. Closing the door but not locking it I began to undress myself to the point where I had goosebumps due to my cold surroundings. I placed my hand underneath the shower nozzle making sure the water temperature satisfied my judgement, which it did. Walking into the steamy territory I pulled out my hair elastic letting my hair flow freely. Oh how I wished Jai was standing beside me. No I wanted Luke. I wanted, I don't know who I wanted, I wanted both but ' I want ' is not ' I need' so it got me no where.