Unforgettable love

Chapter 14

7: 43 am- I woke up alone. Which felt rather weird as it had been 1 week that the boys were staying at mine. Observing my room, there was a string hanging from the ceiling with a note taped on the end. Awkwardly, I raised myself up reaching for the paper. Lowering my head I widened my eyes to read the words.
Meet me at 12 outside the café!
And a small heart engraved under the exclamation mark. That was roughly in 5 hours. I needed to look good for the love of my life so I rolled out of my comfort zone and pulled myself gripping onto the side of the drawer.

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Stepping in to the edge of the tub I twisted the tap handle letting the water flow freely. As the cold yet comforting water attacked my bare body I began to think. Jai made me happy. Why is the shower the best place to just let your thoughts out?
I wanted Jai to know how much I loved him. Sometimes I found it hard to show my love because i didn't want to show him just physically. He needed to know mentally also that he meant the absolute universe to me. I'm scared. The boys are a big thing. I mean what if the fandom become to hate me, I was once in there position well I still am. But when does a fan ever get their idols to live with them and date one too. This is such a unreal feeling. I don't want it to kill me anymore than it already has. Tilting my head to look at the figure that lay in front of my eyes I felt confused! Jai doesn't love this. What am I, I'm gaining weight, sorry I've gained weight! These pieces of meat disgust me. Not even pieces more like huge portions of  repulsive hatred piled on to my body! It's natural to feel like this at my age, I think.
Finishing with my 30 minute ' hating my appearance, why does Jai love me?' session I walked out of the steamy atmosphere. Wrapping my white towel around my flesh I strolled inside my room. I dropped the towel knowing there's no one here. Stomping to the mirror I looked at my reflection. What is this, I'm on a diet from today! Jai goes to the gym I'll go with him.

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10:14pm- I've ate a cereal bar, got dressed and currently curling the last strand of my hair. Soon realising I've got make up and nails left! My look for today is ' whore but still a virgin' even though now Jai proudly walks with my virginity hanging of him. I needed him. I miss him. I haven't spent this long away for him since Abby's birthday party. My outfit is all black with a hint of gold. A black dress with lace arms leading on to surface of my neck with a chunky gold bracelet and belt. Black pumps would do for today paired with a black Chanel clutch! My mother gave it to me for my birthday. The only thing that I have reminding me that I have a mother with a heart. I know my mum doesn't love me but I'm perfectly fine with that because I know she's happy with her family now.

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11:42pm- I have amazingly finished all my duties and have decided to clean the boys rooms. I'm scared to even take a step into Beau's. His curtains are closed as usual letting no light reveal the stye. I swear I saw a condom with orange juice in the toilet that had beaus name written all over it. Quite literally! Okay Jai's room! As I walk in I hear a buzzing sound coming from my clutch. Oh shit it's 11:54pm I'm late. Running out the door I slam the door shut probably dropping the delicate frames from the vigorous vibrations. Turning the corner of which the café is located, I see the beautiful creation that claimed to be the love of my life!
' Jai!' I screamed.
' *YN* I'm sorry for leaving you I've missed you so much-!' He spoke kissing me before finishing his last phrase.
I wrapped my arms around his strong masculine body as I felt his fingertips outline the revolting lump known as my waist. I mentally puked.
' I missed you so much!' I replied
' please come with me!'
I thought he told me to meet him outside the café so we could go in the café. I'm guessing that wasn't the case in this situation so I followed the boy.
' you look beautiful by the way!' He added
' I know, you look mighty ravishing too Sir Brooks!'
'Sir? Kinky!'
' I'll show you kinky tonight!' I stated as his head shot back grinning at my statement.
We walked into a small restaurant. It was so cute couples roamed the seats. Jai knew how to treat a girl right.
' this is so cute jai'
But I didn't feel like eating this early
' we're eating here tonight baby let me quickly make our reservations!'
Could my life get any better? Jai makes me feel beautiful but I couldn't eat tonight I'm on a diet!
Jai came back gripping my hand leading me back outside.
' where are we going?' I asked
' it's a surprise!'
' let's hope its your bed!'
' let's just wish upon that!' He said eagerly, the smile on his face refusing to fade.
' Jai do you know that you make me so happy!'
' why?'
' what do you mean why! You make me forget about all my worries and when I'm with you everything disappears because you mean so much to me because I don't know what I would do without you Jai!'
' why do you have worries?'
' probably because of the fact you leave in 3 weeks!'
He looked at me
' and?'
My eyebrows furrowed as I gripped tighter onto his demanding hands.
' do you think after 3 weeks that's it, do you honestly believe our relationship will last us 3 more weeks your coming to LA with me *YN*!'
' I am?'
' I want you in my life, you make me happy and so do the boys ' the boy responded
' we can't live like this forever!' I replied
' we will sort that out when the time comes but now appreciate that we are together and happy!'
' I'll appreciate every second of it Jai!'
Strolling down the city, the twin instructed me to come to stop.
' we're here!' he screamed
looking around, it was beautiful but It was just trees and field.
' okay before you say anything just walk 10 more steps for me'
This soon lead me walking into the forest of trees. There's a beach on the other side I can hear the waves I looked at Jai and pushed his body!
' stop Jai stop!' I said trying hard not to smile knowing where he had taken me.
A smirk grew on his face soon holding my fists laughing stop.
I held his wrist pulling him to the other side.
Even though it was only 1 the sun was in the horizon leaving a calm aroma behind. Facing the boy I hugged him tightly not letting go.
' I'm guessing you like it?' He whispered
I didn't react to his comment, I just held his body tighter. So he lifted my heavy body up as I wrapped my legs around his waist screaming whilst doing so. Ew no. His bones are probably going to crack so I slid back down .
' what are you doing?' He said angrily
' nothing!'
' why'd you get down!'
' because there's sand and water and look at the sun baby!' I quickly spoke running in to the magical land that lay beautifully.