Dark Poetry

Fist Fight

Half the time I just want to shout
"You're tearing my fucking heart out"
You wrap me up
You mess me about
What the fuck is this all about?
Its over to me
You're dead to me
Why is it that you can't see
That we're over?
Maybe its because I feel I'm nowhere.
Okay maybe I'm lost,
Afraid, defeated
Why does it still hurt?
Will it ever even
Stop hurting to me
Because you're what I see
When I close my eyes
To go to sleep.
I'm falling apart
I'm lost without you
But I'm moving on
Because I'm better not around you.
Its better now
Its over now
Maybe I can move on
Somehow,
But at the end of the day
All there is left
Is a memory
A thought that refuses to shift.

You threw me away,
You lost all my trust
When you cheated on me
Like I was nothing to you.
What is there to do
When all I had left
Was fear and hurt
Was that what I deserve?
I would've died for you,
I cried over you
But guess what?
I'm over it.
Man, I wish that was true.
Now I'm sat here alone
In a place I call home
With nothing left of you
But a jumper.