After the town house incident

Twelve

Olivia's POV
I don't know what to sit with myself. I can't really get my head around what he had just just said to me.
I hear Noah crying so I go in to check on him.
"Mommy" he cries.
"It's okay Noah. Mommy is here" I say picking him up.
"Mommy" he says grabbing onto my hair.

Nobody's POV
Olivia gets Noah ready and around 12:00 they go to the park.
"Are you hungry Noah. I am. Shall we get some lunch?" She asks him.
She knows he can't reply but she talks to him anyway.

Elliot went straight to his apartment. He regrets what he had said but if he tried to apologise, he knew there was nothing he could say that would make it right.

Liv, I need to talk to you. We need to sort things out.
El.

She picks up her phone, but ignores the text. She wants to spend the day with Noah. When they finished eating she took Noah to the swings. She pushes him for about five minutes, then her phone goes off again.

Liv, let me explain. Please I need to talk to you.
El.

She ignores him again and continues to play with Noah on the park.

Ring ring... Ring ring...
She picks up her phone and sees its Tucker.

Hey liv.
Hey Ed.
I know it's your day off but you need to get down here. Now!
Ed I can't! I have Noah.
You can bring him with you. We just need you here now! It's really important.
Yeah okay. I'll be there in 10.

She puts her phone in her pocket and picks Noah up.
"Our day is being cut short Noah. I'm sorry baby. But we will go out tomorrow and play on the park again okay?" she says
She puts him in the car and drives to the precinct.
When she arrives she realises that Elliot will be there.
As shakes it off and makes her way to the precinct. She walks into the squad room and pushes past Elliot, she ignores his presence.
"What's the matter with her?" Finn asks
"I fucked up again" he replies

She puts Noah in her office.
"Noah, you are gonna stay in here okay? Play with your police car" she hands it him and kisses him on the forehead.
She walks out and everyone looks at her.
"What?" She asks
"Liv, there isn't an easy way to say this.. But.." Ed starts
"But what? Will someone just tell me what is going on please!" She demands
"Lowell Harris escaped from prison earlier today, and he said.. That he is coming after you" Ed says
Her heart sank. She feels sick. She can't breathe.
Keep it together Olivia.
"W..what..H..How?" She stutters
"He knocked out a guard and used his uniform to pass the security cameras" Finn adds
Finn knew what he did to Olivia. Finn, Tucker.... And Elliot did. But Finn was there. Finn knew everything. He knew every detail.
"Who is Lowell Harris?" Carisi asks. Everyone's eyes are on Carisi.
Liv's heart sinks again. Everyone turns and looks at her again, giving her time to figure out how to reply.
"H..he.. Raped a girl, Ashley Tyler, and her mother who was in prison. S..so I went undercover in that prison. He took me down to the basement" she stopped, and sighs. "Finn got there in time" she says smiling a tearful smile at him.
Finn smiles back.
She always felt like she owed him for saving her. If he had gotten there a second later... The tables would have been turned.
"S..so what are we going to do?" She asks.
"You are going to have to go in protective custody" he replies
"Why? I can look after myself" she snaps.
"Liv, that's an order!" He says sternly.
"Okay" she sighs walking back into her office.
"Son of a bitch!" She yells
She sees the window is open.
She runs back into the squad room in tears.
"Liv what's wrong?" Ed asks
"N..Noah.. He's gone!"