Just Another Fan//Alan Matheus {COMPLETED}

Chapter 5

April's P.O.V
"Babe babe wake up."I hear someone say they start shaking me.I open my eyes expecting to see Alan but instead I get Joel(pic above)."What?Wth?where am I?wheres Alan?"i say panicking."Babe!calm down I'm here."says Alan.thank god."Sorry potato."I say."Nah it's ok."he says and smiles."Wait where are Karen and Sebas?"I ask."Sebas is in a guest room and Karen is with Oli."Alan says.He carries me bridal style up the stairs."Alan!alan no pls put me back down!"I say.We get to his room and he puts me on the bed and climbes in next to me.He turns the tv on."I'm hungry babe want me to get ya something to eat?"he ask.i automatically think yes but I scold myself.no April u r fat stop thinking about damn food."No thank u."I say and fake a smile."Ur skinny babe I'm still getting u food."he says."Ok ok but u can eat it."I say."Fine."he says and goes downstairs.In about a minute or two he comes back up with food on the plates.pancakes and juice.He sits on his bed."Babe here some pancakes now eat some."he says."No thx."I say calmly."If u don't eat I won't talk to u."he says Seriously."Awww babe c'mon u can't do that."I say.I kiss him."Ok ok just eat for me.If u don't I won't eat."he says."Fine Alan."I say and take a bite of it."Hey I'm going to the bathroom."I say.He looks at me."Okay."he says.I walk in the bathroom and shut the door.I start throwing up.i hear a knock."April?are u ok?"I hear Alan say."I'm fine I'm fine babe."I say."Let me in.C'mon"he says.I wash my face and open the door."Are u ok?"he ask."I'm fine."I say and fake a smile.He hugs me."I knew u threw up."he whispers.Ugh y does this have to be so difficult."What?no I didn't."I say."Stop lying April."he says."Fine.I did ok.are u happy?!"I say and push him away."April..U shouldn't do this to urself."he says."Idc I can do whatever I want.If I don't want to eat I won't!"I say.I know I'm about to cry.I put my back on the wall and sit down I hold my knees and put my head down so I won't have to look at Alan.I start crying and I can't stop."Babe..."I hear Alan say and he sits down beside me.He hugs me and I kiss him."I'm sorry Alan."I say."No don't worry I'm the one who caused this."he says as a tear rolls down his cheek."No u didn't.Its my fault."I say and kiss him.i feel explosions every time we kiss.Like fireworks.Its an amazing feeling.He smiles."Hb we go downstairs now?"he says.i nod.We walk downstairs."April are u ok?"ask Sebas."What?"I say.damnit I forgot to wash my face."I'm fine."I say.I see Karen and Oli on the couch.I take a quick pic of them.they are so cute together.i smile.karen sees me and gives me a thumbs up making OLI laugh.i giggle."What's so funny babe?"ask Alan."Nothing nothing."I say and laugh even more even tho I'm basically laughing for no reason.He starts tickling me making me laugh and look like a total idiot in front of him."Alan Alan stop."I say in between laughs.I am now on the couch as he tickles me to death.I kiss him so he stops tickling me and it works."Babe u can't do that.Its not fair bc I can't resist it."he says and pouts a little.his face is so cute when he does this omg it's like the cutest thing I've ever seen.I kiss him."feel better babe?"I say and he giggles."Yes babe."he says.ugh y do I feel like throwing up?I go to Nana and Chris who are talking."Omg y'all r so adorbs together!"I say."Wait,How do u know?"ask Christopher."Nana told me.Oh nana can we talk?"I say."Yeah hold a sec babe."she says and winks at Christopher."Umm can we talk in private?"I ask."Yeah sure."We go into a bathroom."Nana idk what's wrg with me.I just don't feel good."I say."Did u have sex with Alan yesterday?"she ask."What the hell Does that have to do with me not feeling good?"I say."U might be pregnant.."she says."I can get u pregnancy tests if u want."she says.I nod."C'mon lets go then."she says.We go.She gets some and we go to the cashier.He looks at Nana with a weird face and it's just awkward now.We quickly leave after we pay.We are at the house now.I can't believe it.Is this fr?Im pregnant.i am pregnant.i took it about 3 times.positive.I start crying.what will Alan think?What will everyone think?i hear a knock."Babe are u ok?"ask Alan."Just leave me alone."I say."Let me in babe."he says.Should I tell him?im going to.I have to.i open the door and sit on the floor in the bathroom."Everything ok babe?"he asks."No."I say."What's wrong?"he ask worried."Alan*sighs*i I-I-I'm pregnant."I say and look at the ground.I don't want to see his face rn.He's probably mad.A tear falls on the floor."Are u srs?"he asks me.I nod and show him the tests.He smiles."That's amazing!"he says."Really?"I ask and smile."Yeah.I will be the father.We can start a life together April."he says.His eyes shining bright."But what will people think?your fans?"I ask."Don't worry about them.If they are true fans it won't matter and they will be happy for us."he says.I smile.We leave the bathroom."Should we tell the guys?"I ask."No not yet.We should just tell Chris,Sebas,OLI,Nana,and Karen."he says.I nod.I tell them.Nana smiles.Sebas just looks sad.Karen and Oli congratulate us."Well congrats guys.Maybe me and Nana will be having kids soon."Christopher says and winks.Nana turns red as a tomato."In ur dreams loverboy."she says and smirks.I laugh and hug Alan."I love u Alan."I whisper in his ear making him smile."I love u April and that little baby too."he says."Now u r going to have to eat so our baby can be healthy."he says seriously.I nod."I want a healthy baby.For the baby I will forget about all the bad things."I say.I get a call.its Johann.i start shaking."Babe are u ok?"ask Alan.i fake a smile and nod.i answer the call.
Johann:Babe we need to talk.
Me:We don't need to talk about anything Johann!Second ur an asshole.Third I HATE U!I don't want to ever know about u.
Johann:April calm down.Look we need to talk.
Me:Maybe I don't want to.I don't want to have my baby know u even exsist.y did I just say that?
Johann:Wait?Ur pregnant?Who is the father?
Me:Johann I really don't know who the father is.But since I want nothing to do with u Alan is going to be the father.
Johann:Who is Alan?
Me:The father of my baby u asshole!
Johann:But what if I'm the father.I want to meet the baby.
Me:In ur wildest dreams asshole!
Alan walks up to me."Are u ok babe?Dont get upset now remember the baby's health."he says."Ur right babe."I say.
Johann:who are u talking to?
Me:I don't want to waste my energy on u!And my baby's health comes first so bye.
Hangs up*****************
"Hey who was that babe?"Alan asks."It was nobody."I say."April.Im srs who was it?"he asks."Johann."I say."What does that asshole want now?!"he says getting angry."He just he nothing he is just a friend."I say and lie."Do u think I don't know what he did to u?He is an asshole April.The other day he took u and idek If he hurt u or not.I want u away from that asshole.U and our baby need to be safe."he says.A tear rolls down my cheek and he hugs me."I love u April."he says."I love you Alan."I say and smile.that is one thing I can't lie about.I truly do love Alan Matheus.I love this boy to death.

Ok so cmt/msg me if I should unpublish this story or keep going.With love...
~April