April's POV
we walk out of the hospital going home.Im so glad.I don't want to be in there anymore.I look at Alan he's smiling at me.I fake a smile back.We get to the house.I lay on the bed.I think.y am I here?"u ok?"Alan asks."I'm good."I say."oh okay.
Skip to like 3 hours later****its 12:00 pm
Alan fell asleep and I get on my phone.I go on YouTube.i search more ways to self harm(guys I really do this sry :(... ) I get out my small blades from my pocket and I press the play button thingy.Its starts playing.I try some of them out bc I had to cut I just had to...Someone or something moves and I stay still I put my blade back in my pocket and put my phone in the other pocket.Someone turns on the lights I move my arm back."Hey."I say."What we're u doing?"he asks."Bout to go to sleep."I say."Oh okay."he says."yep gn."I say.He quickly grabs my arm which takes me by suprise.He looks at me."I'm not stupid April."he says.He starts crying."I'm sry"I say.I walk away.He sits there..
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Just Another Fan//Alan Matheus {COMPLETED}
FanfictionApril is just another fan.She messages her idol Alan Matheus.She doesn't ever expect an answer.They become friends.Will they ever meet?(Most of this is real convos I had with him.I will be adding parts.)
