We'll Love Again, We'll Laugh Again

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-Mikey-

She said yes? She said yes!!!!!!!

She actually said yes!!!!! *happy dance*

I was falling in love with Cassidy. She was amazing. She's all I want.

"So do you wanna go out to dinner one night soon?" I asked her

Her eyes lit up. "I'd love that" she said as she hugged me, making me fall back onto the couch. She giggled as I started playfully kissing her neck.

I started to remember the first time I saw her. The first concert we play with her there. She caught my eye, and after that I felt like o wanted to impress her. These past few nights with her in the crowd, I've played the best I've ever played.

She takes my breath away, every time I look at her. Her long blonde hair that flows over her shoulders, and ends mid-torso. Her pale little face, the way she does her make up just right. Although in my opinion, she's just as stunning without it. Her little nose. Her blue, blue eyes, that I could look into all day. She is just s little bit shorter than me. Her long, skinny pale legs, her tall torso. There wasn't one thing about this girl that didn't turn me on.

She was laying on top of me and her long blond hair was hanging in my face. I could smell the strawberry shampoo. I really like to notice the small things about her. Not just "my chick has blond hair big boobs and is almost my height" cause let's face it, that basically describes half the hookers in the world.

"You okay Mikey? You seem so spaced out" Cassidy said as she broke my train if thought.

I realised I had been kissing her neck the whole time while thinking. That's pretty good considering I suck at multitasking.

"Yeah I'm fine babe" I said with a smile. "I was just thinking about how beautiful you are"

A huge smile spread across her face. And then she kissed me on the lips.

Man, I love kissing her. It's so unreal, like, i've never kissed a girl like I kiss Cassidy.

-Cassidy-

Why does he have to say things like that? It's not making things easier for me! I have one week left to live, and I'm dating Mikey Way! A wave of guilt came over me. Maybe I should slowly start pushing him away...? So that we don't get gradually closer and closer and then I die and he loses it? But I don't wanna push him away! I want him 100% till my last breath. But thats not fair on him.

I should tell him in half a week. That way I don't leave it to late, if I die earlier than expected.

I was literally fighting with myself while making out with Mikey.

I shoved all bad thoughts out of my mind, and completely focused on right now. I decided to deal with things as they came.