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Derastic Measures

-Mikey-

The guys all ran off towards the bus, heartbroken about Cassidy.

I was extreamly bothered by the fact that very soon, I'd be losing the most important person in my life. The women I love. My Cassidy.

They were right. Why do I not care more? I'm not even fighting it. But who am I kidding? I can't fight cancer.

Truth is I'd rather die than have her die. She has so much to live for and she doesn't realise it. She talented, funny, beautiful, kind, loving and she's just an overall amazing person. I wish I could show her how everyone see's her.

Frank, Ray and Gerard all see her for her.

Only difference is I love her romantically, and they just love her as a sister, and a best friend.

What am I going to do without her? I'm worried about myself, so I can only imagine how the guys think I'm gonna handle it.

Sure I'm all smiles right now, but when she's gone, I'm going to fucking lose it. Big time.

Somehow I think i need to do something. And fast. Before its too late. She deserves something fantastic.

and then the idea hit me; I'll prepose to her tonight, and get married tomorrow.  Who gives a flying fuck if i'm still married to Alicia, I want Cassidy as my wife, and I want her now.

"Mikey?" Cassidy said

"Hmmm?" I said

"You have been staring that the same spot on the table for the past 15 minutes. Don't you think we should go to the guys?" She said

"What? Oh. Yeah. Good idea, Cass" I said

I stood up from the table and wrapped my arm around Cassidy's waist, as we walked out of Starbucks.

Do I have enough time to go buy a ring? How should i prepose? Will she say yes?

Those thoughts, and millions more, were running through my mind all the way back to the bus