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Chapter 23- "I like him"

Chapter 23- "I like him"

"Why"? I cried, and I wiped tears out of my eyes.

I'm being ridiculous! Ryker and I aren't even together!

"Rain-" Liz sighed and rubbed circles on my back. I don't even know why I was crying!

"I can't believe this" I said and wiped a tear "I'm crying over a guy".

Liz gave a small sympathetic smile "Rain...you know why..."

I gave a confused look and shook my head "No, I don't".

She sighed and ran a hand threw her hair. It was 2 a.m. and Liz came over and she's just going to spend the night. For the past hour I've been crying....over Ryker...and I have no idea.

The bitch Chloe and him re-appeared in my mind, and I began to cry again, and Liz pulled me into a hug.

I thought about Ryker, and his face appeared in my mind. He had the egotistical cocky Bad Boy smirk, but it soon faded and turned into a smile which I loved, and his bright blue eyes shined.

Ryker kept appearing in my mind, and my heart smashed into my rib-cage.

"I'm going to call Leah" Liz said and she took her phone out and called Leah.

"Hey, can we talk?" Liz said as she bit her lip and paced across my room then saying "Okay, make sure you're not by anyone".

Liz turned to me and said "I'm going to talk to Leah, I'll be right back" then walking out of my room.

I thought about the other night, when Ryker and I went to the movies and we laughed and talked as the movies played. 

I smiled at the thought, and stood up and walked over to my bathroom. I turned on the lights and turned on the sink. The cold water ran and I cupped my hands and splashed water up to my face and turned off the faucet. Then drying my hands.

I set me hands on the counter and looked at myself in the mirror, I had bags under my eyes, my hair was in a messy bun, and I was in a running shorts with a hoodie on. I was a mess.

My blue eyes looked clear and as if you could see right threw them.

I stared at my reflection and her a faint voice of Liz out in the hallway as she was talking to Leah. I closed my eyes and realized something.

Something I denied over a thousand times.

I realized why I was jealous of the girls at gym hitting on Ryker Or how Chloe has him and I don't.

I realized why I always seemed to smile or laugh when I was around him.

I realized why I was so worried when he ran off to the woods, and everyone told me he'd be fine but I was still worried.

I realized why I always felt so safe in his arms.

I realized why I always comfortable around him, and he made me forget I was the sheriffs daughter or some model.

I realized why I could stare at his smile or eyes all day, and not get bored or look away.

I like Ryker Anderson.

I bit my lip and closed my eyes shut as a tear traveled down my cheek.

This can't be happening! We won't ever be together! It's a heartbreak waiting to happen!

Liz walked in and asked "You okay"?

I looked at her and my heart sank and felt like it has been ripped out and stomped on.