My Life with O2L

chapter eight

Jc looks at us then opens his mouth to say something but just walks away.
"Fuck." I mumble.
"That is so awkward.. how much do you think he saw?" Kian says running his fingers through his hair.
"Maybe everything I don't know." I say sighing. Why didn't he even say anything?

A few hours later

Everyone is up now. I'm in Kians room just watching YouTube videos.
Jc has been acting weird with me. Like not normal.
"I'm gonna go see what's going on with Jc." I tell Kian. I leave the room to go to Jc's room. I knock on his door.
"Come in." I hear him say. I open it up and see Ricky sitting next to him. Jc gives him a look and Ricky leaves the room.
"Why haven't you been talking to me Jc?" I ask sadly. He stands up and looks at me.
"I walked in on you and Kian doing stuff." He says emotionless.
"Did you see everything?.." I ask.
"Yeah let's just say I saw the worst of it. Just leave me alone Donna.."
"Why are you acting like this?" I ask getting angry.
"I walked in on you two!" He gets loud.
"So?! You never watched porn before?!" I yell.
He gets closer to my face.
"Because it was YOU Donna!"
"And?!" I say.
"Because I fucking have feelings for you! Since we kissed and even before that!!" He yells in my face.
He then grabs my face and kisses me roughly, pushing me against the wall while kissing me. My back thumps against it. I kiss him back automatically.
"I can't stand when you do this to me.. make me feel this way." He mumbles against my lips, breathing heavily. He lifts me up, wrapping my legs around his waist. Thoughts of Kian run through my mind. Wait I can't be doing this.
"Wait." I mumble moaning a bit.
"I want you. Just let me- have-" he kisses me again. He starts to kiss my neck.
"Kian might walk in." I whisper.
He locks the door, while I'm still wrapped around him.
He lays me down on the bed and removes my shorts. He starts to kiss my stomach. Then he looks up at me with his beautiful brown eyes. My stomach starts to flutter. I nod at him.
What the hell am I doing?
"Just relax." He says.
"Mhm." I moan. He goes lower, licking my vagina.
I gasp and grip onto his hair.
"I've never done any of this." I say covering my mouth. He starts to lick my clit hard. He starts to go faster.
"Yes yes." I moan.
"I'm gonna cu-" I say, he covers my mouth and I moan under his hand.
I let out a deep breath. He kisses my cheek. I grab him and kiss his lips.

We hear a knock on the door. I quickly put on my shorts and underwear. I fix my hair and so does Jc. I look at him then look down.
I feel bad. I feel bad. I feel bad.
"Donna babe?" I hear Kian say.
"Sorry Jc." I look at him then turn away, he grabs my arm.
"You'll come back.." he says in a sad but confident voice. I look into his eyes then look away opening the door.
Kian hugs me as soon as I open the door. He puts an arm around me.
We walk downstairs to the living room.
"So how did it go with Jc?" He asks as we sit on the couch next to Sam.
"He saw everything. He was a bit weirded out.. but he's okay now." I say giving him a fake smile that looks real enough to fool anyone.
Sam laughs and grabs me kissing my cheek. Then he looks at me furrowing his eyebrows. I look at Sam confused.
"I'm gonna go get Jc and the others so we can start the video." Kian says smiling at us. We nod. As soon as he leaves, Sam looks at me.
"What is it?" I ask him.
"You smell like Jc. Just like Jc." He says.
"Okay?" I say.
"Aren't you and Kian a thing?" Sam continues.
I look away.
"You did something with Jc." He says.
I cover my face.