My Life with O2L

chapter fifteen

I step out into the front yard sobbing. I know what I did was wrong.. now I just feel so much worse because they're all ganging up on me. Jc comes behind me. I turn around and look at him.
"What's wrong?" He asks.
"Ask Trevor and Ricky." I say. He looks at me confused.
"Go!" I yell. He walks away.

A few moments later the whole gang comes out of the house, walking up to me. Oh great.
"Why did you do that?" Sam says.
"It. Was. A. Stupid. Mistake." I say angrily.
"Let me see it.." Kian says.
I shake my head.
"Show us.. please." Connor says. I look at him and start to cry.
"Can we just please get in the car and go home!" I yell.
"Fine." Ricky says.
We all get in the car. I didn't even get to say bye to Tyler and Troye.
I sigh and lay my head on Sam's shoulder.

We get to the house and I go straight to my room and lay down on my bed. I wrap myself in my Transformers blanket. I feel someone lay down behind me.
"I love you." I hear Kian say.
"I love you too."
He wraps an arm around me.

The next morning I wake up next to gorgeous Kian laying behind me, and an unexpected Jc laying in front of me. I look down at the foot of the bed and see another unexpected Trevor. I sit up and glance at the floor to see Ricky, Sam, and Connor sleeping with blankets everywhere.
These boys really care about me. I nearly tear up in joy. These boys mean so much to me.. they have a huge spot in my heart. I wipe away my tears, I don't want them to worry when they wake up. I slowly get up from the bed, removing Kian's hand from my waist. I'm gonna go to the kitchen and cook breakfast for the guys.

After the boys woke up, they ate my yummy blueberry pancakes. No one has said anything about yesterday yet. "Can we just talk about yesterday?" Sam says interrupting the silence. Fuck, I spoke too soon.
".. okay." I mumble.
"Alright so. We all were feeling a mix of emotions. We didn't mean to make you feel bad or anything." Connor speaks up.
"We just love you.. a lot.. some loving you on a different level." Trevor says looking at Kian.
I look down and nod.
"It's alright. I'm disappointed at myself. I love you guys too. And I know you all care so much.. I don't know what I would do without you all." I start to tear. Jc hugs me.
Next thing you know we're all in a group hug.

A few hours later, Sam decided we should have a little pool party with all of us and Tyler and Troye, who he invited as well. I go to my room and put on my bathing suit, a one piece though. Trevor walks in.
"Hey Trevo-" I say, getting cut off from lips crashing against mine. As a reflex I kiss back not knowing how to react properly. Trevor Moran is kissing me. My really close.. best friend basically.. is kissing me. His tongue slides into my mouth gently. Our tongues collide. My back softly hits the wall. Trevor is now really close to my body, kissing me.. against a wall.
We then stop, breathing heavily. He looks into my eyes.
"... why did you? Why did you um?" I try to speak.
".. I wanted to see something." He says laughing. I laugh nervously not knowing what to do.
"See what?" I ask.
"If I would feel something.. kissing a girl. I've never kissed a girl before.." he says.
".. oh."
"If I wanted to see if I liked it.. I wanted to see if I was gay.."
"..OH." I say gasping.
"..yeah." he says chuckling.
".. well are you?" I ask.
"Yeah." He smiles.
"You are?!" I yell.
"Yes. I'm gay. It felt like kissing a friend.. you're a great kisser btw."
"I'm gonna go to the pool and tell the others!" I yell laughing.
"Let's go." He says, locking arms with me.

"GUYS!" I yell running to the pool.
"What?!" They yell back in unison.
"Trevor is gay dude!" I say.
"WHAT?!" They yell.
"Yuuuuppppppp. He kissed me and he didn't like it and he's gay!"
"What the fuck?" Kian says laughing. Trevor shrugs and jumps in the pool.
"Let's do a video! Jc and Trevor come with me!" Kian yells.
"Well I guess I'm coming out of the closet." Trevor says smiling.
"I'm so proud. My baby is all grown up." Connor squeaks.