My Life with O2L

chapter nine

"Why would you do that to Kian?" Sam says looking at me.
"I feel so bad. I felt bad." I say stuttering my words out with my face in my hands still.
Kian, and the others come to the couch, all of us squeeze in next to each other. I sit on Kian's lap, Jc gives me a look then looks away. Sam sighs.
"Okay! So let's start the video." Sam says loudly.

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After we finished filming the video, we all decided to go for a drive in Connors car. Like a two hour drive just to drive. We all did this a lot together. We found it fun. And relaxing.
Connor starts to drive. I sit on kians lap. The van is pretty big so we don't have to worry about space or anything. Jc whispers something in my ear. In front of Kian.. like while I'm on his freaking lap.
"Huh?" I wrinkle my nose, making a face.
"I said.." Jc says loudly then goes to my ear to whisper..
"I miss your lips against mine." Jc says.
Nobody heard it, because he's actually really good at whispering.
I laugh it off. He smiles. Kian looks at me confused. Sam looks upset.
"Since when do we keep secrets?" Sam speaks up.
"It's not a secret. He's just being stupid." I smile at Sam.
Sam shrugs. What's his problem?
Kian turns my face to his face and gives me a kiss. I smirk at him.
Connor steps on the brakes hard. We all move forward. I didn't have a seat belt on and neither did Sam, so we both hit our faces on the seats in front of us.
"Ow!" Sam yells. I start to rub my nose. I look at my hand to see blood. Fuck. Nosebleed.
"What the hell did you do that for?!" Sam yells at Connor.
"Can I get a tissues please someone?" I say holding my nose with my head up. Jc grabs a tissue from the front and gives it to me. I nod at him and place the tissue on my nose.
"We almost hit a freaking squirrel!" Connor yells back him. Ricky starts to laugh.
"A squirrel? Really?" Trevor says dying of laughter. Connor nods.
I laugh a little and so does Sam.
"Shit." I say looking down at my shirt.
"I got blood on my shirt." I groan. Jc takes off his sweater.
"Wear this." He says. I smile and grab it. He's very sweet.. but I like Kian.. and only Kian.
"Close your eyes everyone. Connor you don't have to." I say. Everyone closes their eyes. I take off my shirt revealing my bra. Kian uncovers his eyes. I raise an eyebrow at him smirking.
"Close." I say slowly. He smirks and closes his eyes. I put on the sweater.
"Okay done." I yell. Everyone opens their eyes.
"I'm hungry. Can we stop at a drive in. I want a milkshake." I whine. Connor nods.

We all get to the drive in. Everyone goes inside except for me and Sam. We stay in the car. I already told Kian to get my milkshake.
Sam looks at me.
"Can you tell me why you did that to Kian?" Sam says looking at me.
"I told you already. I don't know why. I just felt something at that moment.. I'm confused okay?" I say looking away.
"You have to tell Kian eventually.. even if it breaks his heart." Sam says.
He hugs me tightly. I start to tear up.