My Life with O2L

chapter seventeen

"So you're basically jealous?" Connor asks me.
"Yeah.." I say. Kian and Jc walk in. Without even thinking.. I yell.
"Get the fuck out!"
They look at me surprised.
"What's wrong Belladonna?" Kian asks coming closer to me.
"Go fuck each other for all I care.. just leave me alone!" I yell. Kian looks at me sad. They both walk out. I start to cry, covering my face. Connor gives me a big hug.
"I just wanna forget for a little.. forget about Kian.. forget about Jc.." I mumbles into Connors chest. Connor stops hugging me and looks at me.
"Let's go out to a bar." He says.
"Okay.." I agree.

I finish getting ready. I'm wearing ripped jeans, an all time low tank top and converse.
"Let's go." I say to Connor. He nods and grabs my arm. We head to the car, I pass by Kian and Jc. They look at me sadly. I look away. I wanna just forget about all of this for a few.

We get to the bar. It's 8pm.
We take a few shots. I can feel myself getting drunk. I start to dance in my seat. Connor smiles at me. I put an arm around him.
"Are you drunk?" I slur to him. He nods.
"That means.." I hiccup.
"That means you can't drive." I say poking his nose. He nods.
"You are right." He pokes my nose back.

An hour later:

"Come on. Let's get a taxi." Connor grabs my hand. I look at our hands and laugh. Connor is my best friend. My gay best friend.. also Tyler and Troye though. We head outside. I stumble. He holds me. We get into a taxi. I sit on his lap for fun.
"Bella?" He asks looking at me.
"Yeah." I say looking back at him.
"I have an idea." He speaks up.
"What is it?" I ask. He doesn't even answer.. our lips smash together.. gently though. Passionately. Calmly.
I kiss back. He's gay so.
We stop and look in each others eyes.
"I can make you forget about them for a few." Connor says.
I nod.
"I mean what are friends for right?" He says. We get out of the taxi and head inside of our house. We both stumble in. Sam and Trevor are watching TV.
"Why hello bitches!" Connor yells laughing.
"Where are the two jerks?" I ask.
"Upstairs." Trevor says laughing.
"Well- well whatever. Right Co-nnor." I slur.
"Right!" Connor says with determination.
We go to Connor's room.
Connor grabs my waist and lays me on the bed. He gets on top of me and starts to kiss my neck.
"Are we really going to do this?" I say laughing, thinking it's all a joke.
"Yes." He starts to remove my pants and his. I grab his shaft.
"Remember I'm gay. I'm just doing this for you because I care." He says and kisses me.
"Okay." I say.
Without warning he enters himself in me. I grip onto the sheets and let out a soft moan.
"This is my first time with a girl." He says as he starts to pound me
"Well you're doing great." I smirk. He smirks as well.

The next day I wake up in Connor's bed naked. I kiss Connor on the cheek.
I head to the shower. I take a quick shower and get out with a towel.. I bump into Kian.
"What happened between you and Connor? I know something happened so tell me." He says sternly.
"Fuck off and go with Jc." I snap at him. He steps back.
"What are you talking about?"
"I had sex with Connor and I actually liked it... a lot." I say.
"He's gay though.."
"So?"
"Okay we're getting off track! Why are you being like this Donna?"
"I love you Kian!"
"I love you too! So what is the problem?!"
"Jc is!"
Jc enters the room.
"I heard everything.." Jc says looking down.
"I didn't mean to-" I try to say.
"it's alright. I understand. You guys are madly in love." Jc says.
He comes up to me and hugs me tightly.