My Life with O2L

chapter three

I chase after Kian. Everyone mumbles, talking amongst themselves.
"Kian!" I yell over the music. Twenty one pilots is playing. He keeps walking.
"Kian!" I grab his shoulder. He turns around and looks at me not saying a word. He looks mad.
"What's wrong?" I ask. He looks down then walks away.
"Answer me Kian!"
Why is he being so weird with me. I don't understand. He turns around facing me.
"You kissed him! And it wasn't me.." he says loud then goes to his room, locking the door. Great now he's mad at me.
I bang on his door. Stumbling a bit from my drunkness. He opens it up.
"Talk to me please." I say. He looks at me.
"You're drunk." He says.
I gasp, putting my hand on my chest dramatically.
"I am not drunk." I slur. He laughs a little. Jc walks in.
"..I just wanted to make sure everything was okay." Jc says. Kian smiles at him.
"Everything's good Jc." He says.
I throw myself on Kian's bed. Kian looks at me.
"I'm sleepy-" I say.
"Tuck her in Kian." I hear Jc say as I close my eyes.

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I wake up the next morning with a raging headache. I sit up. This isn't my bed. I look over to see Kian sleeping.
Flashbacks of yesterday come to my head. I kissed Jc oh my god. Fuck. Shit.
"Kian." I whisper. I push him a little. He doesn't wake up. Trevor walks into the room. He throws himself on the bed next to me. He lays his head on my lap, playing with my arms. I laugh.

"I'm the only one in this house without a hangover . Mainly because um I don't know. I. Don't. Drink." He says sarcastically.
Trevor is underaged so he can't drink. He's 17 years old. He plays by the rules.
"Order food Trevor." I say giving him a smile. He nods and looks at my scars on my wrist. He touches them. I flinch. He furrows his eyebrows.
"Sorry. Just not used to someone touching them." I say. He looks down.
Yes.. in the past I have self harmed. It was actually when I first got into o2l.. the boys knew about it. They didn't like it at all. It made them sad so I made a promise to all of them that I'd never do it again. So it's been two years now that I haven't cut. The scars are still there. I went through a pretty rough time in the past and took it out on my wrists..

Kian starts to wake up. He let's out a groan.
"oh god my head is killing me. Fuck." He says.
Trevor runs downstairs when he hears the door bell ring. Must be the pizza.
"Want some pain relief pills?" I ask Kian. Still thinking about everything that happened yesterday. He nods.
"Come with me to the kitchen." I say. We both get up. I jump on his back. He laughs and we go to the kitchen. Ricky is drinking a healthy shake.
I look through the cabinets.
"Ricky where's the pain relief pills?" I ask.
He gestures to the bottom cabinet.
I grab the pills and hand them to Kian.
"Everyone's still sleeping?" I ask Ricky.
"Yeah except for Trevor." He answers. Even though I already knew Trevor was up.
"Tyler slept over yesterday with Troye." Ricky says.
"They were wasted." He continues laughing.
A flashback from last night pops into my head.

-flashback-

"Ooooooooooooo!" Everyone yells.
"I got that on camera!" Connor laughs.
I continue kissing Jc.

-flashback over-

I widen my eyes.
"Fucking Connor has it on video!" I yell to Kian and Ricky. They look at me confused.
"Have what on video?" Ricky asks me still drinking his shake.
"The kiss!" I yell.
"With Jc?" Ricky asks.
"No with you." I say sarcastically. Kian laughs.
"This is serious!" I hit Kian's arm.
"Calm down Donna. He probably didn't post it yet. Probably.." Kian says.
"Probably?!" I say.
"Ughhhhhhhhhh." I run to Connor's room. Kian and Ricky follow me.
Everyone in this house has there own room.
I barge into his room.
"Shhhh Tyler and Troye are in here sleeping." Ricky whispers.
I look at him with a blank expression.
"Shut up." I say to him. Kian bursts out laughing.
"CONNOR WAKE THE FUCK UP!" I yell.